Tray52

I'm at a mpoint right now where i feel my life sucks. I feel like i am in a rutt and have nothing or noone to look forward too. Whenever i get involved with someone, i get attached more than i should, quicker than i should and then it hurts when they are gone! I had been sleeping with a guy off and on for three years (not anymore though)I knew nothing would ever come of the "relationship" i had with this guy, but i guess deep down i wanted it to. It hurts so much now when i see this guy, that i just want to cry. He was my first, he became like a friend of mine, and then he moved away to work on the oil rigs! At first this hurt when he told me, but now i am happy when hes gone. He came back this weekend (i'm from a small town so not seeing him isn't an option) and it just hurts so bad seeing him!! Sorry, just had to vent some, but I just don't know what to do

I just started college about 3 weeks ago; theres this guy in my class that i have started to become friends with.I've started liking him lately. I'm not sure how to let him know...cuz if he don't feel the same way I don't want to lose his friendship.

How much age gap is too much in you opinion.

like i was saying my sis had it, but just FYI, you can buy Hydrocortisone Cream over the counter at your local drug store ....you don't need a doctors prescription or atleast my sis didn't

Are you talking like cologne? I really like Tommy on guys. Also there is a new cologne out called Hummer H2 ....it is AMAZING I like wearing Roots Spirit, and i know some guys who really like the smell of it.

my sister had eczema. She wound the steroid cream worked really good. Also heres another trick you can try first or during. Go the the drug store and buy an exfoliating face wash and wash the effected area's with it, it sure helped my sis.

Ok here's my problem..... I really like this guy. I met him because he was a bartender at the bar. Small town, you get to know them. He knows i like him yet he hasn't said yes i like you too, or no i don't kinda thing. I live in Canada. Anyways in July he left to go to Holland for the summer to visit his parents. He's back this weekend to Ontario to visit family and then back her to new brunswick next weekend. Anyways while he was away we've talked some online (not much cuz he doesn't have access to a computer all the time) when he is online we talk for quite a while. I also Sent him this email ( I changes the names and places just for confidentiality reasons) Hey how are ya? Me not to bad!! Hows your trip going?? Your back the first week of Sept. right? Are you gonna be in "town"? I'm in "city" the 5th-8th, but then i am back in "town" from after school thursday (the 8th) until sunday (11th) If your gonna be around you should give me a call (my cell) and let me know or email me and let me know. The bar ain't the same with out you there! On nights like last night (it sucked [edited]) i was stuck talking to "mr. DJ" and "mr. bouncer" all night. Wasn't that bad, but would have been better if you had of been there to harass. I don't know how you feel about me, prolly just a friend, but as youprolly know, i do like you. You told "bestfriend" to let me know that before I should think of anything with you i had to be sure I was finish with everyone else, especially "guy1" and "guy2". I want you to know I am. Getting myself involved with "guy2" was one of the stupidest things i could have done. I knew what he was like, yet i blocked that out of my mind everytime. And with "guy1", well i met him even before i started coming to the bar (i worked with him) so he got me when i was nieve, I didn't know what he was like, as i came to the bar i learned more about him yet i would convince myself of that; i wanted to believe he was the person he convinced me he was. It wasn't until "mr.DJ" told me something, that it really sank in that i had been stupid, and i was wasting my life away to these to "scum bags" I want you to believe me that i am through with these to. I like you! I don't even know if this is something i should be saying now (it's late, im tired and everything is just coming out now) I really have a hard time trusting people. It's all because of a reason that shouldn't have anything to do with trust, but its really affected me. It was a one-night stand thing with a guy from the airport; after the bar one night that turned bad. Lets just say i ended up with bruises on me; a brusied self-image and stories about me going around the airport (they got fixed really quickly) Come to find out the guy was on pills, he did apologize, well not to me personally. But because of that (and a few other small things) it takes me a while to gain peoples trust. I know quite a bit about you, from all of our convi's at the bar, but i would like to get to know you better and i hope u feel the same. Anyways have fun the rest of your trip and i'll see ya when you get back. Sorry if it was a bit hard to understand.... I never got an email back from him but he still talks to me the same online...and there was never any awkwardness... Anyways i don't know what to do, or say. Any advice would help