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IF he cheated on you, my advice is dont make the mistake and go back to him. You can do better than that hun. Look, its hard to listen to anyone when they tell you not to be with someone because.... its going against what YOU want. BUT, if he cheated unfortunately he probally WILL do it again and then youll be in MORE of a mess. IM only telling you this cause ive had it happen to me more than once and it hurts bad more than anything. IT drives you insane and you cant stop thinking about it and its not worth it babe. Look out for your mental health and you can do better there is someone out there that WONT cheat on you!! Dont settle for less.-MATT

Yo bro, I feel your pain. I feel the same way day to day and i dont know how much longer ill be able to bear it. I try to just think positive and that things will be ok but you never know what to expect. I work in a call center too not that call centers make you suicidal or anything but i can relate to what your saying about the relationships and all. Ive had some really hard break ups and it hurts more than physical pain ever could. I wish things were different and i could feel better but ive been let down too many times and i feel like giving up. All the friends ive had i never see anymore and everyones moving on to newer and better things and i cant get out of my hole. SO I FEEL your pain man. All i can tell you is that if your feeling that way go check yourself into the hospital ive done that and it can help if you take medicine and allow yourself time to heal. I wish the best of luck to you man.-Matt

Hey thats all on you. Go with what your heart feels. But honestly if i were you I would ask God. You cant go wrong there. And youll find out if its the right thing to do or if you need time for yourself. Whatever happens it will turn out fine. I wish the best of luck to you. -Matt

I used to feel fine and had lots of hobbies and things to do. I can remember in high school I was pretty much the life of the party. Then i started to get into relationships and I met my first love and we were together for three years. Her name was melissa parker. Now when we first met each other we had a amazing bond and we could NOT be separated we were the best of friends and we were in love. Im not sure exactly what happened but we were both young and we "both" messed up and cheated on each other. After that, it was a struggle for us on the whole trust thing. I started getting thoughts in my head about what might be going on and what might happen in the future and they would just keep coming back to me. OBsessive thoughts over and over again. I could be bi polar who knows but i tell you everything that i thought in my head ended up happening just like i thought. Me and melissa broke up and got back togther many times and once and last she got back with me and things were going fine and me and her planned on moving down to south carolina together and it was a final decision. Well she had to go to a "concert" in Nc for the weekend and while she did that i went to south carolina and signed the lease on the apartment that me and her picked out. WHen i came back to va to get her she was GONE!!! SO I HAD TO move to sc without her and not knowing what happened to her! A couple months later she called me and told me she met someone online and moved in with him. THat was honestly one of the most devastating things thats happened to me and i keep thinking about it and that happened a year ago!!!! Im alot better now but i feel that this will happen again to me in another relationship so ive gotten in a couple since then and they didnt work because i have the fear and paranoia of that happening again and whoever im with eventually give up! SO i feel hopeless and I DONT Know Why i always attract the same kind of girls. DOES ANYONE KNOW why we attract the same kind of people cause i swear every girl ive dated is melissa in another body! REPLY to me if you can that would help me alot and give me some feedback on what you think of the situation. THanks alot guys, Matt