I have gone out with my boyfriend for 8 years. in between we have broken up once and i started going out with another guy. However, we got back together and we are now thinking of getting married.
Throughout this 8 years, we hardly had sex at all (we stayed together for a year). We hardly had any sex even during the beginning of our relationship. We have single digit number of experience and we never lasted long enough for him to come. We only touch each other. He doesn't show much interest in sex.
I have always thought that the problem lies in me. However, after going out with this other guy, i found that i was capable of performing and enjoying sex. And now I start to compare the lack of it with my bf .... and worse still, he's incompetency at it.
i am afraid that the situation will be more or less the same after we get married. How are we going to have kids ? I want to feel the passion too. I do not know how to talk to him about this. I don't want him to think and question about what I did with my ex. He is a great guy in so many ways. He loves me very much. But i do need to feel the passion as well .... which I don't feel anymore. Am I wrong to feel this way ? To be afraid that the lack of sex may jeopardise our marriage in the future ?
We are in our twenties ...... Are we a normal couple ?