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Well This might not work afterall Things went good till today. I had time to catch up on the banking and started to ask her what checks wrer writen and by the time it was over the check book is a mess and she is not speaking to me (to put it nicely). I am so confused. One munite she wants to work it out the next she is mad at me for trying to keep the banking streight I dont know what to do.

Well we are trying to work it out. I now do all the bills and make out the grochery list for her. She is not very happy that I am now watching every thing but if this is what it takes to make it work then so be it. Dose any one have a system for paying bills that is easy? I am working 80 to 100 hrs a week and dont have mutch time. Thanks

I just told my wife of 16 years that I am thrue dealing with every thing thats going on. Yep this has some to do with the way she handels monney she spends my pay check in less than three days 2800.00 for two weaks work. The last fight we had I gave her one more chance to get wright and take care of things but when I checked the bank I found that I am over 600.00 in the red. The house is in my name and bought befor we were hitched her car is paid for. I want here out of my life but am scared of beeing alone or loosing the house. I am not above helping her to get restarted in anothr place for abit but she will have to get a job for the rest. What should I do? Run, give her another chance, or is there somthing I am missing? I need help!

Well A new job and a chang of pace has helped for now. I got a job at a local coal mine ](*,) very bad mistake. It only took me three months to quit that one. But now I drive a tanker truck for an oilfield company and am a lot happer now. I still get down sometimes but only for a day or two and then it gets better. Thanks for the help

I'm BAAACK, well not completely but it is a start. I have a new job at a local coal mine driving a 240 ton haul truck, the money is good but the people suck, there is a lot of bad attitude towards new employs and this gets to me sometimes. My life is still a bit rocky but not as bad as it was, I still sometimes think about ending it but find other things to do to get my mind off of it. One thing that I did that was wrong is not talking about the way I felt and holding it all inside this really tore me up inside and created more problems. Now I don't mean that you should go out on your street and start yelling your intentions to the world, but maybe a close friend or a parent could help, and definitely the people on this site, but what ever you do get help. If you are looking at ending your life this is a very scary time for you and you probably think there is no other option (I know I did) but there are always other options if you look hard enuf. So for now Thanks to everyone that helped and to those that are where I was DON'T GIVE UP! Things can, and usually will get better with a bit of work even if it seems totally hopeless now. I wish that I had some great line or poem to end this with but all I can tell you is keep trying nomater how hard it seems, don't bottle you problems up inside, try to change the things that you can, let the things you cant change fall by the wayside and fade in the past. Just think if you have told yourself that it can't get any worse than Wright now you have already beaten the worst day of your life and it has to get better from here.

I have a new job opertunity coming up and I have to take the EMSHA safty test. Dose anyone know how hard it is or where I can fing a study guid on it?

here are some websites to help link removed link removed link removed These are some of the sites I found that might help. One more thing that helps me is to have soft music playing in the background just loud enuf to dround out the whine. Hope this helps you

Hello Well I don't have to imagine what its like to have Tinnitus I have had it ever since I can member. But on to you, for one don't give up there are treatments ranging from natural to medical. One thing I have used is called BIO*EAR this is an all natural product and it helped it is over the counter and not very expensive. You should be able to find it at any health food store. Hope this helped and don't give up

{i_hate_the_world47} Thanks, hopfuly in a few weeks I can work on something more up and not so dark. Things are just really tough right now. They say what dosent kill you makes you stronger. So i supose I am goin to have to test that out and see if it is true or not

{Gauchori} Thank you for the offer of the phone# but I have to pass on it I have my own thoughts on god and the great beond. {lilsuthurncutie} Thank you for the ivu it made me smile.

Here I am sitting at my desk putting pressure on the trigger of my fait, I can feel the cold blue steal pressing on the side of my head. The gun doesn't care what I think or how I lived it is just a tool like a hammer it's just a means to an end. They can take every thing in my life that I have worked so hard to buy or build. But it is my life! they can not take that away only I can continue to live in this hole or take my life and set my sole free An inmate of my life waiting on death row, I can hear the hammering of the nails that would be my coffin. Well it's not really poetic but it's the way i feel and it's not getting any better.

Hello Don't mess with any of that garbage if you want to get her back in your life you have to work at it your self. You don't want to be fooling around in any of that occult garbage it will lead to nothing but trouble.

Don,t take NO for the finel answer keep going back and reaplying to the comppany you want to work at. If you keep reaplying it is going to cross the right persons desk some time and you will get the job. Just be persistent(sp)

Yep, sometimes I would snap like that when I was younger but I started looking at it this way. One broken hand three weeks to heal. One hole in wall 200.00 dollars to fix. Problems solved zero. It has helped, I haven't snapped like that in years. If I feel angry I go for a walk or if it is at work I take a break finding a nice quiet place to gather my thoughts or call my wife and just talk. I hope this helps.

Thanks for the help. I think one thing that has helped allot is just being able to talk(type) to people that are open and helpful not judgmental. I am doing a little better now but am still down I am taking three or four days off to go camping, and to take a steep back to look at what's going on in my life and see what I can change or what I can do different.