mickk311

maybe you are not wirh the right guy.

i feel your subconscious is hiding something from you and these younger people see you as the real you.

you to huh

you really do have to face your issuse, it is your life,please dont waste what you have even if the rest of them are so called different. why should you suffer because of being a monority, be proud of being gay its not like you can change it.

day after day i want to die. nothing has taken where i want to be,do we wait or lose what is between.

you worry to much.i was 26 before i got even a little bit of facial hair. i not sure what my penis size but at a guess about the same as yours. now it is 17cm or just over six and one half inches im very happy with it not one complaint ever. so dude theres a good chance your penis will grow to something simalar,or who knows you might end up with a whopper.

seems to me you are bi,the first few lines u wrote in your message had me thinking thats exacty how i think of men and women. i no im bi but somtimes i go for guys more.maybe there is somthing in this message for you,i hope so. good luck with the future mick.

hey thanks for the advice even though i wasnt expecting a reply,its very much appreciated. i was a little down when i posted my message,after reading your reply and then rereading my message,i can now see in the clear light of day im going have to get on with life and the future rather than hanging on to the past. thax your reply has helped. ps what i really want to do is have a bisexaul girlfriend and boyfriend,its happened 4 me in the past so it could happen again, only now im older, but not past it. thanx again mick.

in 1989 i started a relationship shane,he was young just dropped out of school, he excited me sexualy as imust have for him,i was 35yr old. we both thought it to be love. then it happened i met my girlfriend,to be honest i told heather i have a boyfriend, she said thats ok.[heather was 33] we all got along fine for about six months,then heather tried to break shane and i up,saying now that i her i wont need shane anymore,that was the beginning of the end for heather and i, she lied and never understood. i also lost shane through her deciet. since then i have had heaps of meaningless sex hollow stuff my faith and trust is gone one day mybe i will trust again and love again if its not already to late. ps. this is not a question just some baggage i need to unload. thankyou all.