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Walking and a proper diet (I'm not talking about stupid fad diets like this no-carb crap) worked for me! I lost 50lbs in 5 months, but gained it back and then some when I returned to college... my tip, DO NOT LET UP. I got depressed and regressed back to my old habits. I'm really alone.

Yeah, I feel the same way. Of course you've asked the biggest question of them all that may never be answered. There are several drives in life, right now I guess choose one if you can... as for a point, may God guide you...

Gilgamesh: I wouldn't doubt it a bit!

Ya know what sucks? I can talk to girls (which usually result in a friendship that doesn't develop any further) but all the girls around me have relationships or are gay. So there doesn't seem to be any girls around me.

I had the same thing to happen to me, but my dream girl had (and still has) a boyfriend instead of leaving for a year. My dream girl liked talking to me and hanging out with me but she has a boyfriend! Lord knows I've tried to figure her out. Maybe because I'm mister nice guy? Doubt it, I could have kicked her bf's butt 20x over......... BLEH... anyway your problem: I guess wait a year and see. She either wants to be friends which would be impossible to disengage your feelings toward her and lower them to the level of "just friends" or wants to put off having any LONG distance relationship until she gets back so she can have a local one... hopefully with YOU!

Well, when I went to prom, I hated it. I didn't have a date so I sat down most of the time... some girls danced with me out of pitty. Yeah it sucked balls. I origionally wasn't planning to go until Mom found out about it and made me go. So just shoot me in the head... Think your depression is bad now, just wait until college... So, I'd receive counceling now or wait until I entered college to use your college/university's free/cheap mental health services.