i think I'm moving on

[StephenP59]

Hi there

 

I've been feeling so proud of myself I thought I'd tell people . I saw my ex's sister and her sisters' b/f unexpectedly in a bar the other evening. now the last time I saw them there it was about 3 months ago and I couldn't handle it I had to leave and went home miserable( they didn't see me). Anyways this time I walked tall and strode over to them sat down and started talking to them - at first they said they didn't recognise me ( ) I wear contacts now and am in much better shape, smile more too. I felt confident was chatty and friendly asking how they were doing I was pretty funny too. They seemed to miss me and it was good to actually talk to them we didn't really have much of a relationship when I was going out with the ex. Now all this wasn't an act i really did feel completely myself and i realised that this is who I am now, on my own without her and its great.

[LONESOUL]

Wow, hey thanks for coming back and spreading the "hope"

Good for you~!!!!

[No Spaces Rob]

The change between then (going home miserable) and now (feeling self confident) is excellent. I am glad you're happy about it because it sounds great.

[Meow18]

That's great Stephen! That's a big step in the right direction!

[dude69]

im getting to your stage where when i think about my ex that the pain is not always there.. i dont lose my breath over her anymore. Ive been keeping myself busy. One thing i must admit though is that ive been happier then i am now

 

but no worries, ill take this time alone to connect with myself on a deeper level.

 

Im happy for you... gives me hope on how i will be in 2 months from now.

 

Thanks!

[rose2summer]

High 5 stephen! We are both moving in the right direction. I am very impressed with your progress.

[tylercdurden2004]

Hey Stephen,

 

Good to hear you are healing well. These are the days you have to remember and to always remember that bad days will happen and they are a part of life. Did you plug your phone back in?

[StephenP59]

Phone is still unplugged - metaphorically of course apparently its a new moon tomorrow and things are supposed to start looking up lets hope so eh