AnotherBrokenDoll Posted March 29, 2007 Share Posted March 29, 2007 Great job Death Goddess! A month is a really long time! Guilt is a reason i know so well to. I cut when everything turns out wrong and it all seems to be my fault. When i can't change how friends feel and stuff. I cut my thighs and stomach now because people can't see them. Everyone can go on thinking im ok... Link to comment
innocence101 Posted March 30, 2007 Share Posted March 30, 2007 When I started, I cut my wrists. Now, I cut my all along my shins, upper thighs and upper shoulders. The reason I cut my upper shoulders and thighs is so that people don't see those cuts. I recently started cutting my shins, and when I started, I went crazy and cut them all up. When I wore knee knockers, I told everyone I cut myself on briars. It worked for the most part. I now know I have to be careful how much I cut, otherwise it'll look suspiscious, and I've already been busted for cutting once. Link to comment
rocklovinggirl Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 When I used to cut I would do my wrists and arm area... though since I rarely did it I would try to use the same area on my wrist so I would only have one scar. My friend has scars all up and down her arms and legs and I did not want to be like it. It is SO noticeable. My husband has helped me quit... though I did do it once a couple of months ago even though i had his support. Link to comment
Piper182 Posted April 3, 2007 Share Posted April 3, 2007 i cut right below the stomach on left and right side. it gets covered up by underwear and no one has to see it. i used to cut on my wrists but a girl in hs saw and ratted me out. after a year or so was when i started where no one could see it. Link to comment
Moon Goddess Posted January 19, 2008 Author Share Posted January 19, 2008 I think everyone has something in common... we are all trying to hide the scars... In my case my scars aren't very noticeable except for my ankles. I haven't cut for almost 3 months now and little by little I am getting over the urges to. I "stopped" a year ago cuz my bff made me promise but I broke that promise late october and the guilt I felt just crushed me inside and now I TRY to keep it as much as possible but I've learned that the less I cut the less I need it. So in the I think it was good. Link to comment
crippledsoul225 Posted January 19, 2008 Share Posted January 19, 2008 I'm just wondering where people prefer to cut personally I fell comfortable cutting wrists and ankles. So if you can take a minute out of your time to tell me where do you cut or have cut or if by any reason were to cut. Hope I'm not being to nossy I cut all over my stomach so that nobody can see the scars. Link to comment
greeneyedfairy Posted March 4, 2008 Share Posted March 4, 2008 I cut on my hips, ribs, arms.. ankles..... chest.... to be honest anywhere. I cut because then i don't starve myself. I am not saying this is a clever substitute,or advising anyone to do the same. but love you all J xx Link to comment
EQD Posted March 4, 2008 Share Posted March 4, 2008 i used to cut my legs, my calf area. when i was 15. I liked making them all parallel and varying lengths, so really it just looked like art instead of manic mutilation. I made 32 cuts on my left leg, each cut about 1/4 inch apart. i thought it was beautiful. I made one or two long cuts on my upper thigh by my hip. I didnt like those as much because the skin and flesh was softer and harder to dig into.. in any event my brother saw a few cuts on my ankle area and told me if i ever did it again he would tell dad. Well, that was the end of my cutting days. I love my brother. And now i sleep instead of cut. Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 4, 2008 Share Posted March 4, 2008 i used to cut my legs, my calf area. when i was 15. I liked making them all parallel and varying lengths, so really it just looked like art instead of manic mutilation. I made 32 cuts on my left leg, each cut about 1/4 inch apart. i thought it was beautiful. I made one or two long cuts on my upper thigh by my hip. I didnt like those as much because the skin and flesh was softer and harder to dig into.. in any event my brother saw a few cuts on my ankle area and told me if i ever did it again he would tell dad. Well, that was the end of my cutting days. I love my brother. And now i sleep instead of cut. Thats great equastriandynamo! Was the cutting for emotional reasons? Well done for overcoming it! Link to comment
EQD Posted March 4, 2008 Share Posted March 4, 2008 Thats great equastriandynamo! Was the cutting for emotional reasons? Well done for overcoming it! yes it was. it helped me focus when i was distraught. anyway thank you Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 4, 2008 Share Posted March 4, 2008 Yeah, seriously well done for beating it! Did u miss it at first? Was it hard to stop? Do you ever slip-up? girl friend x Link to comment
EQD Posted March 5, 2008 Share Posted March 5, 2008 Yeah, seriously well done for beating it! Did u miss it at first? Was it hard to stop? Do you ever slip-up? girl friend x no, my dad was a very scary man, i wouldnt risk crossing him. he found my little suicide poems earlier that year i think and confronted me in a 'not so nice, i dont give a crap what you feel dont let me catch you again' manner... so then i stopped doing the poems and started cutting. well then my brother threatened to expose me.. so no.. it was not hard to stop when faced with the threat of him telling dad. i think last year i thought about doing a little cut, just for the hell of it.. but i dont really have the desire to. i find it pretty pointless now. Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 5, 2008 Share Posted March 5, 2008 Thats pretty amazing, sounds sorta like being shook up by your dad helped you then???? If the cutting replaced the poems,, what replaced the cutting though? Maybe you were just ready to stop at that time. You a horsey person btw?! girl friend Link to comment
EQD Posted March 5, 2008 Share Posted March 5, 2008 yes i am a horsey person I dont think what my dad did was 'help' the problem wasnt solved if anything it got worse.. its just the outlet then changed. Now i sleep my problems away. Or i just shut down and not talk for a few days.. and i picked up a bit of 'not eating' in the past 6 months... but i don't know. maybe nothing replaced it? thats a scary thought. Maybe i am just harboring depression now.. wait.. wait no... maybe thats where my detachment comes from... like i used to cut to deal with emotional pain, now i just separate myself from it. thats an idea. who knows really.. Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 5, 2008 Share Posted March 5, 2008 Why not talk about them though? Or keep a journal or something. I don't like 2 think of someone as nice of you hiding so much of yourself from other people. Besides, if you try to repress/detach yourself from emotional pain, it is still there, bubbling below the surface... looking for a way out... it just mounts up. girl friend Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 5, 2008 Share Posted March 5, 2008 yeah i am aware of this gf.. Oh ok sorry, didnt mean to sound patronising or annoying or anything. I hope your ok hun. Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 Has anyone been able to limit the cutting to one area of the body, without it spreading and eventually moving elsewhere?? Link to comment
Summer Angel Posted March 14, 2008 Share Posted March 14, 2008 my right wrist.. it has all kinds of scars. Link to comment
sarey Posted March 14, 2008 Share Posted March 14, 2008 Arms. Legs. Chest. Breasts. Stomach. Thighs. Neck. Face. Pretty much everywhere... Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 14, 2008 Share Posted March 14, 2008 Arms. Legs. Chest. Breasts. Stomach. Thighs. Neck. Face. Pretty much everywhere... Sheesh! Sorry 2 hear that. How are you doing these days Sarey? Long time no speak kiddo! Xxx Link to comment
sarey Posted March 14, 2008 Share Posted March 14, 2008 havent cut in a while. ive moved onto other destructive mechanisms. Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 15, 2008 Share Posted March 15, 2008 havent cut in a while. ive moved onto other destructive mechanisms. How so? What do ya mean? girl friend Link to comment
sarey Posted March 17, 2008 Share Posted March 17, 2008 i havent cut since december but now i either bash my fist until its bleeding and bruised badly or i pull my hair out or i bash my head against walls or i punish myself... other ways...... Link to comment
girl friend Posted March 17, 2008 Share Posted March 17, 2008 Why do you think you deserve punishment kiddo? girl friend Link to comment
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