I am really depressed

[lifeiscash]

This weekend I found out my grandfather has passed away. I have been in shock and denial for a couple of days now but now the depressing part is setting in. I am overwhelmed with sadness and hurt, and its really hard to take right now. I knew that it was coming sometime this year, he was in real bad shape. He had several strokes and had triple bypass surgery the past couple of years and his body was giving out on him, he wasn't able to take care of himself. I miss him so much and loved him very deeply. He was my only role model in life and will continue to be until the day I die, right now I can't help but have tears flow and that pain in my heart. I realize I have experienced death with family and close friends before but it's so hard to deal with. I know time will allow me to heal but I just wanted to write out my hurt into words. I appreciate everyone reading this.

[brando]

Im sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing your experience. The boards are here for you if you need them.

 

 

Be well,

Brando

[mysterious one]

looseing somone is always hard. right now i'm just waiting for word on my best friends grangmother who resiently had 2 strokes in one week. anyways. Always remember your grandfather and remember the good times you had. be happy you at least have the memories left.

 

 

 

 

as brando said be well

keep you grandfather in mind always

good luck in the future

[Serendipity1607307077]

Very sorry to hear about your loss and know how you feel... it's very hard to lose someone you are close to and one that you love so much. It will take a while to get through, but believe me, you will - it takes time.

 

As Brando said, the boards are here for you... feel free to PM me also if you need someone to talk to..

[DN]

As long as you remember him with love and affection, and also remember the things that he taught you, especially if you pass on those things to your own children, a part of him will always be here.

[silentone14]

Your post touches us all. Hang in there and remember the good times you had with him. His memories will keep you going. He'll be watching you from heaven. You feel sad cause you miss him, but be happy he is with god now.

 

Z

[Beec]

Sorry to hear about your loss.

 

DN is correct. So long as he remains in your heart, part of him will still be here.

 

Take care.

[jna35]

I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to lose someone you love. Your grandfather will always be with you. Take care.