sunset sun rise lover Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 I have been at the point of where I don't even want to be on this earth anymore. Im losing my faith I need someone to talk to my best friend that is like a sister to me is angry and blocked me I broke a rule and I feel I lost her and I don't know how to fix this at all plus I'm so sad now I mean its a huge fight i had and i have tried speaking to her . Link to comment
boltnrun Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 Please tell a family member, teacher, clergy member or another trusted individual that you are feeling like you want to harm yourself. Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 Call your local LifeLine. Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 12, 2019 Author Share Posted January 12, 2019 i dont want to tell family its about my past so i would rather build walls thats what i do and i talk to people online just lost right now . Link to comment
boltnrun Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 But if you're in a state of despair your family will want to help you. Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 12, 2019 Author Share Posted January 12, 2019 i know im ok for now but im just trying my hardest Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 I broke a rule What rule did you break? Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 12, 2019 Author Share Posted January 12, 2019 i was half awake new years and i forgot to pick up my drink bottle and everything . Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 i was half awake new years and i forgot to pick up my drink bottle and everything . Ok, you've lost me. All this because you didn't pick up a drink bottle on new years??? There has to be a lot more to the story surely. Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 12, 2019 Author Share Posted January 12, 2019 she say that i keep not listening and i dont help at all and i do Link to comment
boltnrun Posted January 12, 2019 Share Posted January 12, 2019 Can you explain further? You left a drink bottle at someone's house? How is that unforgivable and breaking a "rule"? Link to comment
Annia Posted January 13, 2019 Share Posted January 13, 2019 i was half awake new years and i forgot to pick up my drink bottle and everything . She's mad at you and blocked you because you didn't pick up your bottle on NYE? Link to comment
Chocolate25 Posted January 13, 2019 Share Posted January 13, 2019 Listen to the song called never give up by sia. Text the depression hotline Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 13, 2019 Author Share Posted January 13, 2019 basically and aoarentallie im selfish i have had problems with this same friend for awhile but i always able to fix it also i aparentallie am bossing her around and others in her apartment just i dont know anymore Link to comment
Annia Posted January 13, 2019 Share Posted January 13, 2019 basically and aoarentallie im selfish i have had problems with this same friend for awhile but i always able to fix it also i aparentallie am bossing her around and others in her apartment just i dont know anymore If you search for suicide hotline you'll find the number in your country. It's all anonymous and you can feel safe. Please don't make any rash decisions. I understand now everything seems to have no solution and so overwhelming and you don't need to deal with it alone. Link to comment
greendots Posted January 13, 2019 Share Posted January 13, 2019 Hi sunset sun rise lover, So, let me get this right: Your friend is angry at you because you broke a rule, now you are trying to fix this huge fight and she claims that apparently you are bossing her around in her apartment. How so? Link to comment
Wiseman2 Posted January 13, 2019 Share Posted January 13, 2019 Is this a best friend, roommate, lover? What was the fight about? Just apologize then give her space. What "rule" did you break? my best friend is angry and blocked me. I broke a rule. its a huge fight i had and i have tried speaking to her . Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 14, 2019 Author Share Posted January 14, 2019 best friend i did apologize i said what rule i broke down below Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 14, 2019 Author Share Posted January 14, 2019 like telling her and others what to do in her apartment I haven't been on in a while I just got back into my account I just try a lot and I don't know i feel like hell we have had arguments before we rarely fight it makes no sense why she hates me now also there had only been one other huge fight and that was resolved . Link to comment
Wiseman2 Posted January 14, 2019 Share Posted January 14, 2019 You apologized, so let her cool off. Next time don't be bossy or needy or clingy. Respect your friends. Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted January 15, 2019 Author Share Posted January 15, 2019 i do respect them thank you very much . Link to comment
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