JamesL Posted November 10, 2017 Share Posted November 10, 2017 I think I'm in love with a friend of mine. I've known him for a couple of years now and to me he is everything, he's what I think about when I wake up and he's the last thing I think of when I go to sleep, but could he like me too? We are both male and I'm really unsure on if he's in the closet or not, I really can't make my mind up. He's very forward and gets in my personal space a lot, from lacing hands with me to putting his arms around me and keeping them there for a while and telling me that I am his 'boy bae' What's off putting is that he says things like let's go and get some girls when we're out on the town and because he says things like that it knocks my confidence on asking him the big question I've always wanted to ask him. I've never known him to have a girlfriend and i only ever hear stories about his sex life with girls but it feels like he exaggerates about it or is entirely making it up. He's not ugly or anything so it makes me wonder. I want to just go for it and maybe try kiss him but I suffer from anxiety and if I were to be rejected I would probably go into a panick attack. Even asking him to be more than friends I would go into heavy breathing and mess everything up. We share the same friends group and I'm the type of person to hide and avoid if I make a fool of myself, I wouldn't know what to say to the rest of the group if it all came out. If he were to go into a relationship suddenly with someone else I would be completely gutted and wouldn't be able to hide my sadness. It would be written on my face. I don't know what to do, we are very close for friends but when he talks about girls it's frustrating. Advice? Link to comment
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