BrittanyAT Posted October 12, 2017 Share Posted October 12, 2017 I'm not sure if this is the right place for my post but this is about my marriage so I went with it lol. I have been married for 2 years but we have been dating for 5. My husband was the first man I ever dated, kissed, or slept with. He was my first love and I will always love him, no matter what happens with our relationship. Recently I decided i'm bored with just one guy, I asked my husband if I could sleep with someone else, since he loves me and would do anything I ask he said yes. So here we are, we both have passes and I actually used mine. he didn't. he said he was fine with it and a year later he never brings it up. I still want to be with other guys, but not just that, I also want to be single. I want to have my own crappy apartment with a stoner roomate. I want to have sex and get drunk on the weekends, I want to flirt with other guys and send sexy pictures to a guy I just met. I have this weird need for attention, I need other people to look at me, to want me. I love my husband and he is perfect, I couldn't ask for a better man. I just don't to be his wife any longer. I still want him to be apart of my life, i just want to do my own thing. Of course he doesn't feel the same way and even though i've explained how I felt to him he just tells me that we're meant for each other so I need to deal with it. Part of me knows he's right, i love him and i'm dumb for actually thinking about leaving him but i want to be a 22 year old woman. I just need to know someone else's take on this. Link to comment
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