Css95 Posted May 7, 2017 Share Posted May 7, 2017 I'm a girl in love with Arab girl So hey I'm a girl from Europe Maybe my story is a little or so much different that what you usually see here So I met this girl casually like one year and half and we became friends I never met her with intentions of being more than that and I never planed to love her or even tried to have feelings So she is an Arab girl and she is Muslim and lives in emirates Our friendship is/was really good and it felt so peaceful and she told me always how happy she felt whenever I was around of her I started catching feelings for her and I was a little scared because I knew I couldn't and I never had hopes until nine months ago When she told me that she was madly in love with me And I told her too how I felt That I was in love with her but her choice we only stay as friends But i had a friend that is lesbian (I will call her "x") and she knew it but since that day that she got jealous of x and always made problems because of it even if we were only friends We had a lot of problems because she don't wanted me to talk with x because she felt that I treated her in the same way as x and Thought always that I had feelings for x She told me to forget about her in November and I tried I thought that she don't had more feelings for me until one month ago One month ago I had a convo with her because every month since august that we have problems because she gets jealous of everybody that I talk with Once i told about her friend being beautiful and she got mad And once she saw a pic of me with a boy and started crying because of jealous even knowing I don't like boys And I don't understood because she said that don't wanted a relationship but she acts like she is in one She said to me several times that i have feelings for x but I told her several times that i dont have feelings for x and I only feel this way for her She is always begging me to go to emirates for A few days to emirates to be with her and meet her and I'm planing it But she makes a big problem just because I have friends And like 3 weeks ago she asked me to be honest if I really have feelings for her I don't understand She dont wants a relationship but acts like we are in one? She don't trust me when I say that i have feelings for her and she thinks that she's a second choice but I always show her that i really love her? Maybe because of distance? Or maybe because she knows she can't be with a girl and she has to marry a boy? Why she don't wants a relation? Link to comment
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