NC foreal this time part two

[KaylaOrlandooo]

So it's been 5 days no contact, longest we've ever not spoken to each other but I wouldn't know if he has tried to speak to me or not because I've kept him blocked on everything possible. There's a part of me that's super sad and depressed that he's left me for someone else, but at the same time I won't unblock him no matter what. I know he's not good for me, but I loved him so deeply (I'm a cancer it's apart of us) I know I have to let go it just hurts really bad I cried all day today

[jstudio]

I'm sorry you are going through this... I recently broke NC and really regretted it. If you see my other posts, it may help you not to break it. Trust me. People here are really here to help on these boards. Oh, and I feel you on the cancer part. We truly love very deeply.

[KaylaOrlandooo]

Thank you so much I will definitely look at your post

[Hollyj]

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[Hollyj]

Stay strong.

 

He cheated on you physically and emotionally multiple times, plus he left you for another. There is nothing for you to talk about.

 

I would suggest some counseling to understand why you stuck with this guy.

[Knight2001]

hi, sorry to hear you're so down.

whatever you do, stay NC, sooner or later he will fade into your distant memories.

you may miss him, but you're missing the person you thought he was. he wasnt that person because he betrayed your trust.

stay strong and try to be happy. live your life for you.