pippy longstocking Posted April 19, 2012 Share Posted April 19, 2012 I think you can bare a lot darling ... you can and you have .. agree about the hangover ..yuk .. yeah mes..I'll listen to some blues Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 19, 2012 Author Share Posted April 19, 2012 try this one: Cold, Cold Feeling... by Gary Moore if I remember correctly... well Star, in the name of what* should I keep going... ? I don't even know what to do with my life. I feel disappointed with myself. My former classmates or other acquaintances have careers, families, children... I think I lost the game. *is that what you guys say in English? sounds odd to me... Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 19, 2012 Share Posted April 19, 2012 I guess in the name of hope ... it don't matter who has done what or got what ..it all goes full circle ..at lot of my pals in their 40's have done the marriage , mortgage and puppy dog and are now back bewildered and single ...probably all on here mes ha .. Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 19, 2012 Author Share Posted April 19, 2012 Don't u think it's unfair we don't have any choice? We're forced to be here and everyone around thinks they know better... everybody keeps patronizing us how egoistic it is to quit... Crap! Link to comment
Love1336 Posted April 19, 2012 Share Posted April 19, 2012 Don't u think it's unfair we don't have any choice? We're forced to be here and everyone around thinks they know better... everybody keeps patronizing us how egoistic it is to quit... Crap! Ugh, that's why you can't spend much time here. We're all here for the same reason, different situation, but for same reason. A relationship that didn't work out for a reason. Today my day off, so I am stuck at home, but I do love being busy instead being bash. Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 19, 2012 Share Posted April 19, 2012 i think in cyber space there is no way to know exactly what each individual is going through ..a lot of us have the extra baggage other than a borken reltionship ..one just kicks off the other ..woudl illnesses affect us as bad if we hadn't been dumped ? ..it is a ripple effect , and in a place like this ,well and in the real world, it is natural to to want to encourage each other to heal ..to move forward ..It's not a bad thing mes ..it's a lovely side of nature to want to make some one feel like they have hope . But no one can know what goes on behind these screens , in our heads .. we shut down the pc and we are alone with it, we are alone to figure it all out. I have let quite a few friendships go in the last few months ( in the real world) for the reasons you put , sometimes anothers care and enthusiasm , although well meant can be ill placed at the wrong time and it has hindered my growth and knocked me down . I have found myself becoming more and more withdrawn from this world . so I agree with you ..but I think it is done in love and care and it is only right we encourage each other to live mes and not to die. Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 19, 2012 Author Share Posted April 19, 2012 Today my day off, so I am stuck at home, but I do love being busy instead being bash. well, I'm pretty much running in circles... home-workplace-home-workplace-home Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 morning mes...how ya doing darling ? Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 20, 2012 Author Share Posted April 20, 2012 Hi Star, still kickin... I've just got back from the gym. I feel so indifferent... everything feels so unimportant... I feel like this whole world is merely a dream. I've been thinking about my EX a bit and I think it's time to give up... I'll never forget her and I definitely don't want to date other girls because I'm sick of those little games people play but I just want to give up on her. There's just one thing I want to ask her... I need her to tell me why I've become so meaningless to her. I need her to explain it to me, I need to hear it from her... Why have I become so uniportant if we were so close once. How about you? Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 oh I flit from denial, to acceptance , to anger at the person who ruined this for us , back to denail and so forth .. but fighting another day ..I was just sat at my pond talking to myself about how I ended up here hahaha .. well talking to my pot ducks !! I don't know that you will get an answer mes ..she may not know herself or may not be able to verbalise it ..but I imagine more then anything that she wouldn't want to hurt you any more or say anything to you that could potentially push you over the edge, she knows how vulnerable you are. thats the trouble at the end of a relationship ..we seldom get answers ... we have to find our own. so don't expect to much out of this ..however I hope if you do it you find some peace about the situation. Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 what are we listening to today mes ? Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 20, 2012 Author Share Posted April 20, 2012 what are we listening to today mes ? well... let me think... how about Joe Bonamassa's "Prisoner" ? Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 I don't know it ..but what the hell ..we can give joe a go.. .very apt title hey .. Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 20, 2012 Author Share Posted April 20, 2012 I don't know it ..but what the hell ..we can give joe a go.. .very apt title hey .. that's exactly why I chose it... that's exactly how I feel... like a prisoner of my own mind and body. Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 I know mes ..I know well I am trancing it out in my lounge to a bit of a dave pearce mix Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 20, 2012 Author Share Posted April 20, 2012 hey Star, I'm gonna PM you! watch out! Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 ok darling I will check my box is empty I am only allowed 3 messages Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 20, 2012 Author Share Posted April 20, 2012 ok darling I will check my box is empty I am only allowed 3 messages I guess my message will have to wait till tomorrow's morning. Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 its ok mes I have sorted it ...guess you have hit the land of nod by now ...zzzzzzzzzz Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 21, 2012 Share Posted April 21, 2012 morning mes how are you darling ? Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 21, 2012 Author Share Posted April 21, 2012 Hi Star, What can I say... Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 21, 2012 Share Posted April 21, 2012 tell me we are listening to tunes that are gonna rock my world and your getting ready to haggle at the boot tomorrow Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 21, 2012 Author Share Posted April 21, 2012 I'm gonna listen to 'Paranoid' by Black Sabbath... fits my mood... Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted April 21, 2012 Share Posted April 21, 2012 aye if I smoke much more it will suit mine as well Link to comment
mesmerized Posted April 21, 2012 Author Share Posted April 21, 2012 I wanted to pm you but there's some kind of blockade... Link to comment
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