Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 I finally got to sleep thankfully. Then my alarm woke me at 5 AM and I called my mom to make sure she was awake. I hope the little man's operation goes well. At least one thing about being an infant you can't get scared because you don't know what's coming. Link to comment
Huntress0527 Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 My husband said he feels kind of helpless in how to support me. He said he feels like he has two options. Hug me and two beat my uncle to death . I would've replied, "Can I have both?" In a semi- joking manner even though I'd mean it. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 I would've replied, "Can I have both?" In a semi- joking manner even though I'd mean it. Even though he would like to beat my uncle to death he knows he can't. He would go to jail and that bastard would still be out there, maybe if he was unsuccessful. Plus he would get court-martialed from the Forces. And my son would be without a dad. Even though would it feel good momentarily we all know that would be stupid. My mom was faced with that decision long time ago. Years and years ago when we still lived there she saw my uncle crossing the street and she was stopped at a stoplight. She thought about running him over and killing him. Then she thought about me being stuck with my dad for forever and thought not a hope. Link to comment
Huntress0527 Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 I know literally it would be stupid and we aren't supposed to bring our own justice to people but we are human. It reminds me of that Sally Field movie. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 Yeah God will give him justice I don't even have to do a thing. I am thinking of adding the court documents with the letter. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 One of the kittens is starting to bite , little monster. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 I'm still waiting to hear how the baby is. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 I just called my stepdad he said the baby's surgery was over at 11 and he is just waking up now. My mom is in there with him for when he wakes up. I can tell my stepdad is really nervous because he was stuttering really bad. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 I am so glad I had stepfathers that were exceptional and not just average. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 My young man had a migraine today but I made him stay at school. I dropped off some Advil and his lunch. In science they had frog dissection today. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 6, 2013 Author Share Posted March 6, 2013 I think both my husband and I are suffering from mid life crisis. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 I just want to punch the CNN news caster in the face tonight. She is annoying as hell. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 My son has hit the underweight range again. He has lost 7 pounds. He eats constantly so I am not sure how this happened. You can see his bones again. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 The baby stopped breathing for three minutes in recovery!!! I knew it I had a bad feeling about it. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 They're hoping that the baby does not have any brain damage. They think they are sure he doesn't. Although he may have been pretty close because he's stop breathing for three minutes. He recognized everybody after the morphine wore off. He wanted to be held and cuddled by my mom. That was a pretty monumental surgery for a one-year-old. Another member on my thread about the wording of my letter suggested the timing of my letter. She suggested if I send the letter before he comes he will have a chance but his spin on it while he is here. That is something I have to think about. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 [video=youtube;T2NEU6Xf7lM] " I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? It goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall, the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you She tied you to a kitchen chair She broke your throne, and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Baby I have been here before I know this room, I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah There was a time when you let me know What's really going on below But now you never show it to me, do you? And remember when I moved in you The holy dove was moving too And every breath we drew was Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Maybe there’s a God above But all I’ve ever learned from love Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you It’s not a cry you can hear at night It’s not somebody who has seen the light It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah You say I took the name in vain I don't even know the name But if I did, well, really, what's it to you? There's a blaze of light in every word It doesn't matter which you heard The holy or the broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah I did my best, it wasn't much I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you And even though it all went wrong I'll stand before the Lord of Song With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 I wonder what to do to put a little weight on that kid. He eats like a HORSE. How could he have even lost weight??? Link to comment
Huntress0527 Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 I hope the baby will be ok. Can you carb load your son? I would think that would be the fastest way to put on weight. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 I hope the baby will be ok. Can you carb load your son? I would think that would be the fastest way to put on weight. He seems to be ok Hunt. My mom is spending 12 hours in the hospital today with him and she was there 14 hours yesterday. The nurses want her to stay all day and night because they " do not have time." But my mom is too old for that and she has my sister too. He eats FIVE peanut butter sandwiches a day as well as his meals. So I am not sure what is happening here. But he is so so so thin. He is about 6 feet tall and 130 pounds if that. He used to be 137. I don't know. Maybe I better call the dr. Link to comment
Huntress0527 Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 Maybe he has an overactive thyroid. I would get him checked out. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 Maybe he has an overactive thyroid. I would get him checked out. Yeah. He has the metabolism of a hamster so................ Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 My counsellor liked my letter as is. She said it should contain emotion. We discussed what was likely unlikely and what was fantasy as far as expectations of the confrontation.She said if I have little expectation I won't have far to fall. She said I am pretty realistic in my expectations. Something that she brought up that I have not considered is that if I out him with his family how likely is he to strike back at me? I would say very likely. I have decided not to say anything while he is here. That way he has no opportunity to physically attack me. Will he probably email or phone me?? YUP you bet. He is very vindictive. I totally expect him to attack me some how. I let her read the court documents and she said he sounded like a total baffoon. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 It is scary that he will probably go after me. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 7, 2013 Author Share Posted March 7, 2013 He is a very violent person. Link to comment
Huntress0527 Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 Wait til he leaves. Block his email and phone number should he contact you. If he persists, file for harassment. Just be ready for the retaliation that may ensue. Link to comment
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