Hey that's alright it feels good to let it out. I know we remember the bad things people tell us. I remember when I was at a 7th grade dance and a boy just came up to me and said, "You know what? You're ugly." (I mean who just does that unless you're an insignificant speck) I replied, " You're not so hot yourself." He walked away. Even then I had confidence but it still makes you question- Am I really ugly? I was always a little overweight until recently (putting it back on now that I'm preggers) and it never really stopped me from attracting all sorts of guys from down to earth good guys to gorgeous ones. I can safely say my husband is both
What your parents did was heinous and they were very wrong for saying those things about you. Have you brought this up to them when you gotten older? No child should feel like their parents think they are ugly. You are a product of them so guess what if they think you're ugly then they are too.
Looks can only take you so far but it's the substance on the inside that really counts in the end when it comes down to meaningful relationships and just being an overall decent human being. What you look like on the outside fades in time. You have to own who you are and know that you're awesome. At least, that is how I think about myself.