Seraphim Posted June 9, 2018 Author Share Posted June 9, 2018 It is so depressing when parents get older. :( Tonight we are going to the stock car races. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 12, 2018 Author Share Posted June 12, 2018 I literally HATEmy ex SIL. She told my oldest niece the only reason I have you around is because of the money your dad gives me but get out and never come back. What mother says that to her child?!? Low life scum. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 14, 2018 Author Share Posted June 14, 2018 Feeling really low today. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 14, 2018 Author Share Posted June 14, 2018 Today my boss spoke to me about another co worker who felt I was “ interfering “ with one of her kids in her room. 🧐 I felt I was showing normal concern as a caregiver of kids. Whatever. I told my boss I would just avoid them. I don’t work with this person on any regular basis and the child not at all. Easily solved. But still hurts my feelings, I meant nothing by it. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 14, 2018 Author Share Posted June 14, 2018 My town had a flash flood yesterday. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 14, 2018 Author Share Posted June 14, 2018 I just feel really let down by my work place I REALLY DO. They won’t pay us more money but they create jobs for people and create jobs never existed and don’t need to exist . And then pay them twice what they pay me . I think I’m just going to stop doing the 150% that I do . Because it doesn’t matter how much you knock yourself out no one appreciates it or gives a shyte. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 15, 2018 Author Share Posted June 15, 2018 Yup, the more I think about it the more angry I get. My holidays better arrive before I do something drastic like quit. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 15, 2018 Author Share Posted June 15, 2018 I even had a dream last night about betrayal a really bad betrayal. But it was not about the person in the dream just the situation yesterday . My boss said yesterday I noticed you were distracted and very quiet . Don’t let what she said affect you . Easier said than done when I feel I go above and beyond to be kind and respectful and happy with everyone . To then have it slammed in my face . I become extremely quiet when I am processing very strong emotion . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 16, 2018 Author Share Posted June 16, 2018 On my way to see my mom and step dad! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 17, 2018 Author Share Posted June 17, 2018 Had a VERY quiet stay on the executive floor of the hotel. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 18, 2018 Author Share Posted June 18, 2018 I saw my dad today . He must’ve been on his meds because he was pretty normal . He said he had another stroke again two weeks ago . And he only tried to bait me once . Basically he said I’ve become more and more rabid atheist . And I said why is that ? And he said because I don’t want to give up my right to having a mind of reason. And I said well neither do I and gave him a wink . Lol. And then he kind of left it alone because I didn’t fall for the bait. Other than that I had a pretty good time with him . I saw my mom and my stepdad and had a great time . I saw my in-laws and was pretty uncomfortable because my sister-in-law insists on being a bossy boots and fights with her mom constantly . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 19, 2018 Author Share Posted June 19, 2018 My mom got a job! Yay mom! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 21, 2018 Author Share Posted June 21, 2018 Koko , the gorilla died. 😫 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 22, 2018 Author Share Posted June 22, 2018 I am at compassion fatigue and no one gives a shyte. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 23, 2018 Author Share Posted June 23, 2018 So I have decided.... less work. Maybe if they have to deal with a few emergencies on their own they will close their mouth. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 24, 2018 Author Share Posted June 24, 2018 I have really bad anxiety itch. :( Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 25, 2018 Author Share Posted June 25, 2018 Tesla was an utter utter genius. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 25, 2018 Author Share Posted June 25, 2018 I am not certain but I think I am headed for a breakdown I really do. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 26, 2018 Author Share Posted June 26, 2018 Ok, I have double or more of my med and I am more stable. Just get me to 4 on Friday and I can take it from there and calm down. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 26, 2018 Author Share Posted June 26, 2018 Today has been a banner day and it’s not even Noon. We had a special needs child destroy a classroom and break some stuff in it . I broke up a road rage incident in a Walmart parking lot . Seriously people? What the frigg. Two grown ass men have to fight over a parking space in the Wally parking lot ??? There are 5000 parking spaces pick one . Both their wives walked away and left . By the time I was done they were like yes ma’am sorry ma’am . Idiots. Seriously. There were small children in the parking lot watching you act like a jerk and cursing and swearing and threatening to beat each other . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 26, 2018 Author Share Posted June 26, 2018 Who raises these children no really ? Same issue different child this if afternoon . WTH. I need a drink. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 29, 2018 Author Share Posted June 29, 2018 Same kind of crap yesterday and today out of the kids . One more morning in that room and I’m out never to return. I don’t care how desperate they are they can close the program for all I care . Tomorrow at four I am on holidays!!!!! Today I gave out the Catholic Women’s League award at the local public high school . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 30, 2018 Author Share Posted June 30, 2018 I am on holidays now!!!! And we start off the new day with NO POWER surprise surprise. Apparently a vicious storm blew up last night which the entire base heard but me.... 😂 I was unconscious sleeping. It knocked the power out to the living quarters side of the base. :\ It is 94% humidity and going to be 42 C today. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted June 30, 2018 Author Share Posted June 30, 2018 Our power is back but some are not so lucky and 42 C . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 I am feeling more relaxed. Even though I have been wearing my mouthguard I realize that the one side of my face was very very tight . When I have a flair it even pulls my jaw out of alignment . I massaged all the muscles in my face on that side and now my jaw is back in proper alignment . I went to sleep about 10:15 PM and woke up at seven . It was so nice to wake up to the air-conditioning still on . It is going to be another brutal brutal day today as far as heat goes. Our power went out yesterday at 5:30 in the morning and at about nine we just fled the situation got in the car and went to another city . Even the air conditioning in the mall and in the car was not enough and both my son and I were having a panic attack . By the time we got home in the evening though the power was back on and the air was back on which was awesome . Some people on the base though said that they didn’t get their power back until about nine or 10 last night . A few people were even saying that a tornado went through our neighbourhood in the early hours of Saturday morning . My neighbour said the storm was so vicious the worst she’s ever heard her life and she has no idea how I slept through it . Link to comment
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