Casmut Posted May 22, 2010 Share Posted May 22, 2010 My ex and i have been NC since Monday, this might be the longest we have gone without talking since she broke NC in November after not talking for 10 months. Her and i are still friends on FB though... So far things seem ok but i am having a difficult time controlling my urges to make contact with her. Last we spoke she said she was having a rough couple of days, and then asked how i was feeling. Since then i have been on and off in wanting to send a simple text or email. I know i shouldn't do it but i am struggling. At the end of the day i realize that she isn't healthy for me and is only a destructive source in my life. I have been practicing thought stopping which is somewhat helping, i just need to keep fighting my urges. She is coming back home next week i believe, i know with her last week of work she has been extremely busy in tying things up with her job but i sometimes wonder if she will ever make contact with me. A friend of mine suggested that after another week or so, if we don't talk still that i should send her a letter (yeah i know another one) detailing everything i felt through the last 6/7 months. Perhaps i shouldn't be writing any of this on this forum topic since getting back together is a 0.01% chance, but i like to believe that some people who browse this topic somewhat know my situation. Anyway this is a bit of an update, still feeling pretty low and lost at the moment. I haven't been sleeping to well either. Heh..my friend told me to man up the other day, said i was being a giant pus... Link to comment
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