PoopyBear Posted April 23, 2010 Share Posted April 23, 2010 I need to express my feelings on this, it hurts so be gentle with me. I am hurting because I met a guy who was so like me, seemed interested and I pushed him away. He has been sick with flu and tonsillitis for just over a week and I rang him every second day. Too many phone calls, (I just wanted to hear his voice) too many times I asked if we could meet up and he text yesterday to say we wouldn't be meeting up again ever. I know it's because I was being intense and not allowing him to recover. Dammit I liked this guy. In his text he said we're too different. We are actually very similar people. I responded with "Online dating, easy come easy go" but thats not how I feel. I just sent him a email on fb saying; I'm sorry for being intense, I liked him and I'm sad I won't see him again. We're not so different, we are both number 11's in numerology and maybe thats why I felt a connection with him. We share other traits (quite a few) but I'm so quiet and shy in the beginning, he didnt see me. I'm sure I've really * * * * him off by sending the email but I needed to. I'm not expecting a reply but really, deep down I hope he will respond. I'm certain he won't because that would keep communication going between us and he doesn't want that. I'm just so annoyed and disappointed in myself for pushing this person out of my life completely. I need to grieve my loss and remember the lessons learned at this time so I may not make the same mistake again. Thank you for listening. Link to comment
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