jengh Posted November 19, 2008 Share Posted November 19, 2008 Yes, Angel.. PLEASE come back to us! I miss you! You always make me smile=) If there's anything I can do, ANYTHING, please let me know! Link to comment
greywolf Posted November 19, 2008 Share Posted November 19, 2008 I can't believe I missed this thread. Link to comment
Jeen Posted November 22, 2008 Share Posted November 22, 2008 Darling I hope you are fine, you are in my thoughts. Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 22, 2008 Author Share Posted November 22, 2008 Thanks everyone. I have been having problems even doing my favorite things... like geting online or playing wih my son. I am not doing good at all and I am kinda messed up right now. I wnt to the Psychiatrist and he is trying to help me but honestly I feel it's to late for any help. I'll post more when I can. I'm alone in the house right now. Husband went hunting and he took our son to go see his grandma (my husbands mom). So I am alone at a time that I really feel like I shouldn't be... thoughts in my head are not the good kind right now. *sigh* Sory for being gone so long, I just needed to get offline for awhile Link to comment
CallingAllAngels Posted November 22, 2008 Share Posted November 22, 2008 It's good to see you back hon...... Link to comment
justignoreme Posted November 22, 2008 Share Posted November 22, 2008 you wouldn't want to leave your son motherless, eh? I have absolutely no experience with what you're going through, but could you at least rationalize in this way? Offing yourself would be really bad for your kid. Get the help you need, and to hell with anyone that doesn't take you seriously. Link to comment
Yodabell Posted November 24, 2008 Share Posted November 24, 2008 Thanks everyone. I am not doing good at all and I am kinda messed up right now. I wnt to the Psychiatrist and he is trying to help me but honestly I feel it's to late for any help. Hi Angel It is never too late for help It's really positive that you have seen a psychatrist, and I hope that you can feel more comfortable talking with him as time goes on. Have you been in touch with ToV to find out about the enquiries she was making to help you to leave? Stay strong x Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 I am giving up Link to comment
greywolf Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 What's wrong Angel? Do you want to talk about it? Link to comment
jengh Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 Angel, what are you feeling? I just saw in your other thread, you feel like you're having a mental breakdown? Do you think it's the meds causing it? Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 What's wrong Angel? Do you want to talk about it? I can't function or cope anymore. My son is just doing his normal toddler activities and I couldn't even handle it. I can't do it... I just can't. This is getting way out of hand. Angel, what are you feeling? I just saw in your other thread, you feel like you're having a mental breakdown? Do you think it's the meds causing it? I don't know if it's the Remeron or not. I have felt kinda weird the last 3-4 days but then again it could be that I am just reaching a point in the anxiety and depression that I can't do it anymore Link to comment
jengh Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 I can't function or cope anymore. My son is just doing his normal toddler activities and I couldn't even handle it. I can't do it... I just can't. This is getting way out of hand. I don't know if it's the Remeron or not. I have felt kinda weird the last 3-4 days but then again it could be that I am just reaching a point in the anxiety and depression that I can't do it anymore Are you on any meds other than Remeron and Xanax? Sometimes, they can cause an interaction that even a doctor can miss (happened to me) Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 Are you on any meds other than Remeron and Xanax? Sometimes, they can cause an interaction that even a doctor can miss (happened to me) Yeah but he asked all the meds I was on... I also take Naproxen, Percocets, Sxelaxin (sp?) and my BC Link to comment
jengh Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 hmm, I just looked all of them up and counter-checked with one another. They do seem to be okay. I don't know what else to tell you. Are you going to tell your doctor tomorrow? Have you thought about getting some out patient or even in-patient help? Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 hmm, I just looked all of them up and counter-checked with one another. They do seem to be okay. I don't know what else to tell you. Are you going to tell your doctor tomorrow? Have you thought about getting some out patient or even in-patient help? I canceled my counseling appt. I'm not ready for it yet. My next appt for the Psychiatrist is on Dec 5th. I don't know whether to call or not. I refuse to go to a mental hospital. Link to comment
jengh Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 I canceled my counseling appt. I'm not ready for it yet. My next appt for the Psychiatrist is on Dec 5th. I don't know whether to call or not. I refuse to go to a mental hospital. If you're feeling this way, I wouldn't hesitate to call. May I ask why you refuse to go? I've gone... and it helped tremendously. I don't admit that to a lot of people but that's okay. Link to comment
greywolf Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 I'm sorry you're having such a tough time Angel. I know it may seem overwhelming, but I think seeing a counselor might really help. Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 Two reasons why I canceled... MAIN reason was because I do not feel like I can open up right now and be truthful about anything to the counselor. I don't feel I am ready. 2nd reason being I am dead broke and can't afford it... Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 I have done a lot of thinking today.... and I truly can't see why my life should go on. I know I have my son but I think he would be better off without an depressed and angry mom. I see only a future of physical and mental pain... forever and never ending. And I can't go on like that. Link to comment
jengh Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 I have done a lot of thinking today.... and I truly can't see why my life should go on. I know I have my son but I think he would be better off without an depressed and angry mom. I see only a future of physical and mental pain... forever and never ending. And I can't go on like that. angel, don't say that--please It's better your son HAS a mother than doesn't... you don't want him growing up knowing his mom did that to herself, you know? Once you leave your husband, I know you WILL Angel when you're able to.. things will start to look up. There will be a light--even if it is faint, it will be there... I promise, life shouldn't have to be this hard and it won't always be this hard. You're so young still, you have an entire life ahead of you. I know it sounds like generic BS that I'm rambling about, but I truly believe it. Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 angel, don't say that--please It's better your son HAS a mother than doesn't... you don't want him growing up knowing his mom did that to herself, you know? Once you leave your husband, I know you WILL Angel when you're able to.. things will start to look up. There will be a light--even if it is faint, it will be there... I promise, life shouldn't have to be this hard and it won't always be this hard. You're so young still, you have an entire life ahead of you. I know it sounds like generic BS that I'm rambling about, but I truly believe it. See I know what you say "could" be true but I don't believe it anymore. That is why I say I have given up. Because I have within. Link to comment
greywolf Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 I have done a lot of thinking today.... and I truly can't see why my life should go on. I know I have my son but I think he would be better off without an depressed and angry mom. I see only a future of physical and mental pain... forever and never ending. And I can't go on like that. Who will take care of him when you're gone? Your son loves you more than anything. He would never wish for you to be gone. Link to comment
Angel_baby Posted November 25, 2008 Author Share Posted November 25, 2008 My son won't remember me. He is young enough to move on from it. Link to comment
jengh Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 My son won't remember me. He is young enough to move on from it. that's not true. I remember my grandpa, who died when I was 1. I wish there was something I could do or say Link to comment
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