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  1. SA2000
    Ain't nothin to it but to do it Calb. You might surprise yourself. I'm about to jump back in the water myself.
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    The Kid is 22. I don't think hes trying to be too cocky. Just rebuilding the self esteem his ex destroyed. Although he should be cautious I think this is a good story here. If you want to go out and live the single life then dive in. Our exs aren't the end of the world. There are many other people out there. You just have to get out and meet them. Hopefully this will help others with their confidence levels.
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    Did you really think you would just get over me that fast after 5 years? Silly. I am feeling well and can see a bright future with or without you. Thanks for helping me get me back. I couldn't have done it with you.
  4. SA2000
    I miss my best friend.
  5. SA2000
    All of the sudden they start creeping out of the woodwork. Gotta love that.
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    For the CFA I believe there are 3 levels so you would need to pass all 3 to be able to put CFA after your name but it is still an admirable accomplishment to even have level 1 out of the way. Stay focused and you'll be fine.
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    I hear the CFA is rough. I have a buddy who is studying for level 2 right now. It'll definitely help you long term. I have my 7 and 63 and take the 65 in a few weeks. That's a lofty goal but if you stay focussed I'm sure you'll be fine. They say you should take the CFA right after college since you are used to the studying it requires. Do that * * * * ! I am having difficulty focussing on my studying because of all of this but have decided that I'll only party on NYE. All oft freetime has to be dedicated to passing the series 65 (which honestly shouldn't be too tough).
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    The honey babies. Ha.
  9. SA2000
    All of this Swingers talk I might have to watch it again. I always considered myself more of the Vince Vaughn type but I guess that is because I was single when I watched it last.
  10. SA2000
    Remember that one time we got engaged? That was awesome.
  11. SA2000
    Hey ex. I am hungry and could really go for a steak sandwich. Im not sure why I am telling you this. Anyways, I hope all is good.
  12. SA2000
    Out of all of the parts of moving on I would say anger is my favorite. As long as you dont allow it to go beyond the inside of your head its a good emotion to have. Let that be your catalyst. I use it in the gym all of the time. Its going to go in cycles but keep moving forward Kid. One day we will look back at this and smile and shake our heads and think "I can't believe I went through all of that. But I am a better man because of it" and thats whats most important here. Shift the focus back on yourself and dont dwell on others short comings. She made a mistake which she clearly will doubt later in life. If you are REALLY mad become an even bigger regret by becoming an even better person. One day she will look at you and your hot wife and think "Damn. That could have been me." Shake it off and keep moving forward.
  13. SA2000
    That's why Facebook is the devil. She could say I have to pee really bad and I'd read it as I'm so in love with someone and so happy I left my ex. Don't read into it. Its probably nothing.
  14. SA2000
    I am going to take this same challenge. No ENA until the 23rd. Lets see how many bad decisions I can make in that time. Haha.
  15. SA2000
    Why do you come into my life if you are just going to leave again? Why do I allow it? I was going along with life just fine. You were contacting me once a week to say hi. I was OK with that too. It was taking some time to heal but whatever. I am a big boy. Ill be fine. Then the "I miss you so much"s start. Then you hit me with the "I have come to a decision. My head is clear and I see now that I only want to be with you. You have always been everything I was looking for". Well I am sorry. I am not ready for a relationship with you and am realizing that I never will be again. Thanks for the memories. I won't forget some of them I'm sure.
  16. SA2000
    Im trying my hardest to act like I'm OK.
  17. SA2000
    Nice shirt in your Facebook pic. Love that you still wear my shirts. Haha.
  18. SA2000
    DeenasRhino - Listen to the K.West verse on the Remix. Priceless!
  19. SA2000
    Don't come back if you aren't willing to put in the work. I don't have time for that.
  20. SA2000
    I slowly feel you becoming who you were before we met. You talk big but you are so scared and alone on the inside. Too bad you don't have anyone who understands you anymore. The only bad thing about it all is that I am also becoming who I was before we met. Confident and happy. Keep dropping hints on Twitter. It makes my days so much easier.
  21. SA2000
    I was so close to calling you this morning. I miss you like hell but I know you're not the person I miss. The sad part is I am becoming the person you miss a little more each day. It's too bad.
  22. SA2000
    It's starting to set in. I am starting to see the real pain you have caused. I am starting to get angry about what you have done. I love you like I have never loved anyone else. I let you into my world. A world that no one else knows but you and I. I told you about my pain, my insecurities, my internal struggles. You held my heart in your hands. I made mistakes but I never threw you away. I knew what you went through. I understood your pain. I put a ring on your finger to show you that I would never leave. And after it's all said and done you walked out. You have damaged me in ways I still can not understand. I doubt I will ever be able to let anyone in like that again. I took the mask off for you and in the end you flaked out for fake people. I thought I understood you and you understood me. I thought you were someone special. I was wrong.
  23. SA2000
    I miss you today in a different way then normal. Not in a needy or jealous way. I miss the old, happy, us. We used to have so much fun and be best friends. I take comfort in knowing that he can never be that.
  24. SA2000
    After 8 days I broke NC. She had been trying to contact me for around a week. The last time we spoke she told me that she was going to date the other guy seriously. I know that she is having a lot of doubts about her decision and felt bad that I was ignoring her. She texted and said "This is the 6th and final time I try to contact you. If you ever want to talk to me again you know where to find me". I responded and said "Ok". I feel terrible now. I hate ignoring her and miss her so much. But I know that talking to her will not solve anything. It will only prolong my healing. She isn't coming back.
  25. SA2000
    I wish you were still around so I could sleep better. It's so annoying to wake up after 5 hours of sleep every night.
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