My situation is hard to explain.
Girls for whatever reason don't want to talk to me, they have no interest in me, and seem to care less if I existed or not.
I will admit my social skills are not that great, and because of that, I feel girls are freaked out by me or something. I will admit I am the worst when it comes to flirting (anyone want to help me in that department?)
When I try to engage in conversation (which is hard for me to initiate anyway due to my social anxiety) with them, such as how was your weekend, they say, "it was good" or if i ask did you do anything fun? they say "i didn't do much"...i mean crap how boring! Then when some other guy asks the same thing, she'll tell him "oh i went to this party..." etc etc and go through all the details. WHy to him, why not me?
All I want is some female companionship, and for some reason, no one seems to care.
Its creating a situation where I am really starting to hate girls. Just because all of thse feelings make me think that everyone is being so shallow. OK so maybe I don't live up to some mega-attractive image, but that doesn't mean you can't talk to me! ANd I know all of you readers are thinking: "well gee you must be a boring person." well no, i am not. I have plenty of interests which I would love to share with everyone. I am skilled at what I do.
I recently was happy learning recently that this girl in my class starting crying cause other guys were making fun of her.
Well, how can I positively work out my problem? My friends also think I am odd cause I dont talk about girls. Well how can I if none of em give a crap about me? How can I if all of my conversations consist of "hey hows it going" kind of crap?
I apologize for the tone of this post. I am mad cause I feel like the only way for a girl to like me is if I live up to some huge image which I can't do cause that is just not me!
-perseus