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  1. lovemeorleaveme00
    thanks for the nice post stella..its all i needed to read.I was so good NC for 94 days and i was happy today and I just gave in to my urge to greet him happy easter.I did the same xmas after doing NC for 30 days..he responded xmas but now easter nothing..Im ok though!! Im starting day 1 of my NC 5 months or maybe til forever!!!
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    Its my day 30..second round.Took a break xmas and now Im going for the next 30!I feel good.I still think about him but with the NC it feels like its been a long time ago..a long long time ago..The memories are even fading..
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    i just found this old thread..Im wondering how it ended..where is thorak?I hope he's ok!
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    Ive been seeing a lot of people waiting on their exs to mention these words. These are the only words that I have not said to my ex.He responds to some of my contact and sometimes doesnt.He knows how I feel about him and I feel that he feels the same.We've made out a lot but then we go back to square one when he leaves.I'm thinking if he's waiting for me to say this because I was the one that mentioned the words "its over" out of frustration. I regretted saying those words and I want him back.Ive been very good with NC and it works wonders and everytime he comes around the tension is lesser but he's very evading.I figured if he didnt like me anymore then he should be disgusted with me and wont even come near me.So I figured maybe he's waiting for me to say these??? Although its not time yet and Im not totally healed yet but I have improved.I just dont know how I will say these words to him without fearing rejection.I'll take my time.I like the peace that I have now with him.For now its enough we've made ammends.
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    day 14! 2 weeks! love it..im in it for a long haul
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    day 13! Its been almost two weeks since xmas...since I last saw him
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    She's embarrassed with herself.I was like this the early part of my break up because all I needed was to talk.This happens when someone gets so emotional and is panicking.You didnt respond to her so she feels embarrassed.Im sure it wasnt her intention to blow up your phone. I gave up on my ex because he was being unfair but afterwards I wished we had a chance to work things out.Sometimes I feel bad because I was too emotional and I was falling apart that words got in the way.I never wanted to give up but I was also looking for validation then he turned away...I hope youll have it in your heart to talk to her one day when she has calmed down. Just my thoughts... And luckily I didn't get my hopes up or reply. Because this afternoon she sent this: "Im sorry about d messaging and phone calls last night Im gonna erase ur number and again Im sorry" Needless to say, I haven't responded and I'm not going to. I may still love her, but the rollercoaster ride ends now.
  8. lovemeorleaveme00
    day 12..i still miss him but i know its the right thing to do..
  9. lovemeorleaveme00
    thanks foleno! happy new year too..this is second round for you too right? Im glad ! QUOTE=foleno;2102597]Day 11 for me to. Happy new year and keep up the NC. NC works if you work it.
  10. lovemeorleaveme00
    day 11.........i feel great
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    Day 10......................................................
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    day 9..............
  13. lovemeorleaveme00
    day 8..brand new year
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    day 7..I didnt feel any urge to text him NYE but he definitely crossed my mind wondering how he's celebrating.I had fun so it was about me last night and Im looking forward to claim 2008!
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    Going to see the ball drop tom( if nobody backs out).I saw this news and you can make your wish and it will be mixed with the confetti..I still love my ex very much but im letting go..but still i made that wish..that we get back together!!! that's why im in this thread! What if he's there and he got a confetti with my name and im wishing for him..... so make your wishes for 2008 and hope they all come true!Happy new year!! link removed link removed
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    day 6..i feel like i dont care anymore..
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    I didnt post yesterday..day 5
  18. lovemeorleaveme00
    hey MNmike.youre welcome here.time heals.believe me
  19. lovemeorleaveme00
    hey eric .im going to sleep now..i hope you get some rest and i hope the butterflies in her stomach turn into worms that will crawl out of her skin..ok i got carried away..time to zz
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    thanks for sharing that email here.It must be tough too for you to have done that.hey you loved her and youll be away now from her so dont hurt yourself anymore.She's still the one living an experimental life.You're the one in pain because youre the one with the heart.She sacrificed someone who was going to give her her future over futterflies..butterflies whatever! you know what?My ex and I are broken up because he couldnt give me what you were willing to give your ex.Makes me wanna pull your ex's hair and slap some sense into her face..and she said she's just drawn to her who happens to be a dyk??She could be drawn to anything that will satisfy her selfish wants and needs..just let it go now..she doesnt deserve you!
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    Hey eric..I think she is infatuated with this other woman who was giving her the type of attention she was craving for.She's amused herself but how wonderful it made her feel to be connected to 'her'.She 's even shocked about it...i dont know what to say now really but she sounded like an infatuated high school kid.Its like she was swept off her feet by this woman and because she's on cloud 9 now with her..as long as it made her feel good,she doesnt care who she hurts even if it meant hurting herself too.It looks like this woman is just a rebound for her because she said she no longer want to try to work things out with you .It means there was a problem in your relationship and she just dropped everything for this person who's giving her the attentions she demands.I dont feel like that's gonna last.Not that Im keeping your hopes up but it feels like she's just using her as a cover up.
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    Im so sorry this has happened to you.You didnt deserve it.It hurts so much but you will get over it.Its what she wanted.This is who she is.Its not even about you,she just had to do this because she wanted to try it for herself. She had it in her heart to do it.Even though it hurts so much and its too painful for you and Im not trying to make it light but if you have been married and had kids together if this is what she desires for herself she is bound to do it.I know some stories of heterosexual relationships and the other person still chose the other side at the expense the person they are supposedly love.I know someone whos living in a total lie.Its not easy but maybe in time you will forgive who she is or who she has become and Im sure she will think about what she's done on you.For now,she has come out of her closet and she just cant live with her old self anymore.Im just sorry that you were the sacrificial lamb.Im sure she wished she didnt hurt you the way she did. I dont know but I am looking at this in another perspective.Im not justifying her actions.I wish she talked to you about her coming out but like you said its all new to her too.Its hard to accept but you have to..
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    Hey..I did 30 days already and I greeted him merry xmas with no expectations.I felt great so Im doing it again..i think its ok if you restart over and over .Whatever helps us.I used to over analyze things and now I just look forward to counting the days here..i hope in the future I dont have to count anymore..I think bostoneric,you need to finish up with what you have to do and be realistic about it.You need to get your stuff from her so get your stuff.Remember the rules? if there's an emergency?I consider your situation crucial because why do you have to spend when you just rightfully want your own things back??Too bad right? but she should have the decency to help you out on this one.I returned some of my ex's stuff coz I cared about him that he needs his stuff.Its what a decent person should do. I hope you find a good job and I will keep all the broken hearted people in my prayers because heartbreak is something I wouldnt wish on anyone..take care
  24. lovemeorleaveme00
    yey,day 4 of healing time
  25. lovemeorleaveme00
    Hi Irish Jax,me again..Ive been thinking about your question..How long before I felt better about everything..For mr.ex no.1..I cried a lot i think it was also due to my ego but someone took the blues away and that's mr.ex 2 which lasted 3.5 years and I cried again but mr.ex 2 is totally different from ex 1.its been 8 months and Im still in love with him.I dont know when I will be over him but if its up to me,I dont mind waiting on him for a little while.Looking back now with the first one ,I just dont know why i cried over that relationship but I also learned a little something from it.I think of that guy and I dont feel anything but just someone I met in the past.This current ex,is the one I am afraid will haunt me for a long time because the love was real. I hope there's no more ex.3...but what Im really trying to point out here is you know your ex's character and its a case to case basis..If I dont get this ex 2 back,Its gonna hurt but I want all the best for him.The other guy?? who's he again??....
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