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cheers honey i do want to just walk away and take each day as it comes. cheersxx

Hope this helps, Give yourself plenty of time and stay away from guys till ur ready and dont rush it. That guy was a wank!! I feel the same i thought there was a problem but she made me think it was in my head but the she hits out with "i dont think am i love with you" so i did no there was sumthin wrong and she was bein dif with me. I dont want to trust anyone just now but no it will pass in time. You are still young ive been through a few break ups and felt the same as you but it isnt so dark for long. You do push through it and lookin at other people's comments does help. More to the point you will be able to trust again it takes time and time is a great healer. I swear!! Ul be fine and if u need jst remember u can chat to loads of people on this xx

Thanks Ellie, your right in everythin you said. Her reason was BS and a selfish one. I'l hang in there and cheers again for the advice, thanks xx

Yeah i make get scout'd playin 5 a-side and i get a contract with a big team and then i get seen by all. Break up's really do suck and its good that there is alot of people to help and listen. Good luck in america's next top model xx

yeah robowarrior i agree but i cant call again to try and sort its to hard and keeps pushin me back to the start, iam def goin to leave it and just take every day as it comes. Cheers.

Thanks i def will do that Honey, every1 on this site is so willin to help.

I feel so upset about not having my girlfriend anymore, its only a week but I cant stop thinking about her being with someone else in any form. I no in time I will get better but I also don’t understand why I am getting these mixed feelings like I have loads of reasons why I am so down but cant put my finger on them or put it into words on this site. Whats wrong with me? I just want to feel happy again!! Iam just so down and then i feel ok but down again and it seems like the down feelings and ok feelings last the same. They were short down and ok feelings and now much longer, whats going on? I feel like i dont no what i want to feel happy or sad, what is this? Does anyone feel this or has felt it?

This might help, We split up around 4 weeks ago then i beg'd and beg'd for her back but it was'nt happnin so decided i needed closure and got it with a last text msg but then few days later when i decided what my plans for summer wld be, how id get back to the gym, meet some girl mates i hadnt seen for ages ect. She got in touch with me with a head f***k msg sayin "i do miss u so much" so i straight away thought YES!! were goin to sort this but no she just said the same and i was left sore again but the i got back to feeling better again just cos i really thought this is it over were done and thats fine cos if she dsnt feel how i feel then whats the point. Then she gets in touch again prob scared that she will lose me and we decide to have a cool off couple of weeks but that didnt wrk cos of me thinkin of the things she said about it was over and was'nt in love with me. so just on Sat there it ended, i cldnt sleep thinkin i shld of seen if wee cld work but to much had changed and too many bad thoughts were goin through my head. I cldnt handle it again so decided to e mail her then phoned later on the nxt day and she call'd back sayin dnt call me! its done and all the rest. So i sent a last e mail jst sayin how i thought it was cheeky for her to tell me not to call after the calls and txt's i got from her and that she cld have it her own way (again) and i wldnt call, txt or e mail again. (sorry this is so long) So all last nite i wanted to e mail or call her to say that we cld fix it and it wld wrk but were not together for a reason and if things are ment to happen they will if there not they wont but just now i dnt have a clue cos am so mix'd up but i no if i get in touch then i wont move on and il just be rejected again and again so like u i am DEF done with throwing myself to the lions. Keep your chin up and do things to keep ur mind off it. There is a load of great people on this site who want to help and share whats goin on i do want to lie in bed and jst quit uni but here i am in uni tryin to study but goin on about my ex but it helps and just think down the line we will be on here givin advice to ppl who are in our position now hurtin. Take care and feel free to get in touch cos i need the help as well. email removed