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Gil, I so know what you mean by the whole, "still in love with someone selfish and backstabbing" bit. I still love my ex, but he's made up lies as to why we broke up, and won some of my friends over to his side. I think they feel this need to justify breaking up with us, and they cant find enough fault to, so they try to turn us into these mighty morphin evil ex's who so deserved to be dumped or something, LoL. But yea, being stuck in love with someone is a pain...I'm kinda learning to shove it to the back of my mind, but it's still there. Oh well...vive la dumped!

LOL...I must be the weird one or something...because it didnt bug me for my guy to look at nudie pics. As long as they werent of anyone we actually knew Actually, I'd look and watch stuff like that with him. I must just be weird...

Ahhh, how'd ya find this thread too? =P Ah, us surfing singles and our lonely, lonely habits of surfing broken heart threads...allllll by myseeeeeelf...dont wanna beeeeeeeeeeee....allllllll...ok, I'll stop now

Um...*blinks* This is probably the wrong forum for this, but I think thats ok. Just keep chatting with her online. It may take awhile, but online chatting will eventually turn to saying hi at school, which will turn into small chats in the hall, etc, etc. If she'll talk to you online, its a great place to start, just give it time and patience.

I hate to do it, but I think I'm going to leave him 100% on his own: AKA I'm not going to be the shoulder to cry on while we're broken up. It'll be a week tomorrow, but I give him a month or two of us not talking (longest we've ever not talked was a week...and HE was the one that started talking first. Lets see how long he'll hold out =P ) So, starting right now, I'm going through with attempting to go on with my life and praying to God he comes back. *crosses fingers* Wish me luck.

*sigh* I feel like such a loser. My boyfriend of a year and a half broke up with me. According to him, its because his mom doesnt think its right we've broken up twice and gotten back together, and he's all scared about me going off to Uni in a few months. But its so dumb for us to break up because of that, and I'm so miserable without him, its not even funny. And he's avoiding me at school and online and on the phone. I think he just wants him space or something. Because everytime we break up, if we stop talking, and then start again, he always ends up missing me and realizing the break up was a mistake. I guess what I'm saying is, should I just ignore him for a few weeks, as painful as it may be, give him his time and see if he wants me back, or should I go nuts because I miss him so freakin bad and jump off a cliff screaming "I'M A POOOOOOOOONY..." LOL Wait, theres something I forget to add here...I might be pregnant, and I think he feels guilty cuz of that. His home lifes kinda falling apart too, so I'm thinking thats why he's stressed to the point he feels the need to ditch me. So...should I totally ignore him...(which I'm scared to do because A. He might get someone else and B. I think he really needs a friend at this point in time) or B. Stick around and play the supportive friend role for a bit until he gets his head on straight? Thankies!