I don't even know how to start this. I feel so stupid for being hurt by this and feel even worse for not trusting my girlfriend completely but how can I when she wants to kiss another person.
Well here is how it started. This summer she joined a womens softball team. She met Meghan( who is great at softball and is known for it in our town) and they became friends. Well as they got closer and closer ( and as my girl started talking more and more about her) I got worried, but never showed it. I had a feeling that my girl was starting to like Meghan as she had started out liking me. We started out as friend and got close like meghan and yeah.
Come to find out recently, My girl does like her... or atleast would kiss her and even had a chance to but didn't. Now that should satisfy me right? I'm not. I still get this ugly feeling in my stomache whenever Meghan is brought up and that is often. Everytime she is I just get this feeling that I am not good enough and that I just don't compare to Meghan, that she has something I don't and I never will. I hate it.
My girls father doesn't want her hanging out with Meghan and she doesn't really want to give meghan up. I don't want to be a punk and tell her that I agree with her dad just because I don't like Meghan, though I haven't met her which could also be a problem.
I just want to know if I should be really worried, or if I should just meet Meghan and get over it. I don't want to loose my girlfriend, but if something should happen I won't be able to forgive or forget. I need help here, this is eating me up inside....