I heard in the news that somewhere in Canada some kids were planning a Columbine style shooting rampage but they got caught. This reminded me of when I was in high school. I was always bullied and was very angry and depressed and suicidal. I thought all the time of going on a shooting rampage. I was just so angry and so hurt. I understand how the Columbine boys felt. I sympathize with them. I was also hurt like that. Driven to kill. Fortunately I did not do it, and today I am much happier. I am glad I was detered. Life does get better and happier. But I know how others feel. If there is anyone on this forum who is thinking about going on a rampage, remember that you have your whole life ahead of you and even though you may be miserable now, you won't be miserable forever. Remember all the good things that will happen in the future: A wife (or husband), a career, kids, travelling, friends, eating, all sorts of fun stuff. But remember that you are not alone. I am glad that I chose NOT to go on a shooting rampage, though I felt like doing it at the time. LIfe does get better.