who is this man lying next to me?
he says he loves me, yet he doesn't want intmacy,
he says he's my husband,
but where does it end?
I used to think he cared, but that was back then . . .
Can a promise be broken, when he no longer wants me
Now he says, he's not attractive to me . . .
who is this man I married?
for the day we took the vows, his old self was buried,
And this new man lies, and brings grief to our marriage,
Never knew he owed so much money, and he would quit his job and call me honey,
Says he'll never leave, of that much is true,
For who would he go to?
All the lies, all the bills, all the stress, a substitute mommy I now fill,
He doesn't want sex, doesn't have the drive, says it's all work, and he is too tired,
Now my self worth has gone down the drain, he tells me I'm not attractive and what do I have to gain?
I'm stuck in this place, lying next to him, no money, thanks to him, no where to go, can't sleep, can't eat . . . hearing him snore,
yes he's happy, i'm what he wants, someone to look after him, and make sure his bills are paid, and now he doesn't need to worry about giving me intimacy, he never wanted to anyway,