Never Let Down

I've come to a decision. And I am very happy with it. I've decided not to play. I'm just unhappy, my heart isn't in it, i'm tired all the time, and my friends say I act deppressed(spelling). But, I am very happy with my choice and I believe in my heart that it is the best. -NLD

Thank you NJRon for your views. I am still thinking of what to do because my dad wants me to play and as I have said earlier my heart isn't in it and doesn't want me to play but, my mind says to play. I'm just really in a pickle because my 2 a days start on monday and then after for two weeks of that normal 2:30p.m. to 6:30p.m. practice starts. And the season lasts 10 weeks. And NJRon I'm not putting down my team it's just that we are a running team but, when we have to throw the ball and when you have a qb who just throws heat everytime, it makes it hard for the recivers to catch it. I wish that I had more time to think about it. But, I have already promised myself that if I do countiue in to the school year and my grades are not all that hot I will pull out and focus on those because those come first. Well I guess I'll let you all know later. -NLD

Well, in track I'm not a runner, I'm a thrower. And I'm worried that I might hurt my throwing arm or hurt one of my legs so long that I won't be able to do track. But, if I do decide not to play football how do I go around saying that I want to quit. Plus I must say that the football team isn't going to very good. Well, let me know. -NLD

Thanks both of you for your opinions. Although I still need to think about what decision I make. Oh yes, I forgot to say that my 2 a days start on monday. And well I'll make a decision soon, I hope. But, thank you both and I would like to hear some more, from both of you and others. Thank you. -NLD

Ok, well, how should i begin? Ok this is my first year playing football(i'm a junior) and well I'm having second thoughts on playing it. I'm having these thoughts because my heart isn't in it all the way, unlike with me and track. And well we have 2 a days starting very soon and those are from 7am to 4pm and I feel as though if you go that long you have a higher chance of getting injuried. And plus I'm not having all that much fun as I thought I would have. I mean I've had like no summer to hang with friends etc. And then I'm thinking of just gutting it out this year and then hanging it up for my senior year because I'd like to remember my senior year with my friends. Well, let me know your opinions. Thank you. -NLD

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Well thanks for the advice from both of you. And I'd like to say that today I asked her out and even though she said that this weekend she was busy that we would plan something over the week for next weekend. I'm so happy right now

Ok I really haven't posted in awhile, but anyway....Ok there's a girl I like and I really really want to ask her out. But, when I say I'm going to do it I never do because I don't know if she knows who I am. Plus we have no classes togeather, but we were in a church thing last year call confermation. And with that I really don't know if she remembers me. But, overall I just really need some help. Well thanks. -NLD

Ok I posted a topic here a few days ago how my x and I were going back out well.....that's not the case anymore. We are no more offically today. I feel so screwed....cause I asked her out last sunday and she seemed happy but, like she said to day she just feels happier just as friends and i guess i'm going to have to live with that. Also I know that we will prolly never ever go back out again. Bye......

Well I have some really great news! My x girlfriend and I are now going back out! And now I feel soo feaking good like nothing can bring me down. So yeah we've only been back together for a week or so but I'm going to take everything step by step to make it a great realtionship and so it doesn't end up like it did before! Well I thought I'd just share what happened, thanks to everyone for there help when I asked. Bye

Thank you quidproquo for giving me your input. Many other ppl have told me what you've told me thank you! Because now maybe i'll listen. Oh well maybe with time things will be different. For now i'm just going to be single 0X or go out with another girl. If anyone else has an opinion say it. I will apprereciate it. Once again quidproquo Thank you! -NLD

Ok I really haven't posted in awhile but here it goes. To start with can some one answer this does anything last forever as in nothing is going to happen between us. I ask this because I asked my ex back out a few weeks ago because things were looking really good. But, it turns out that she doesn't want to go back out. A few weeks ago we talked about and she said she likes it alot better as just friends, which is really cool with me but i just have that feeling. Also at that time she said that she highly, highly doubts that we'll ever go back out again. But, can't anything happen? I mean I thank god that we are really really great friends, it's just that to me I see so much more between us. But she doesn't. So I guess I just have respect her choice and try to move on, which by means is going to be easy. Well I would appreciate your help. Thank you. -NLD

I got this new song it's by the Ataris. It's called the Saddest Song. One part isn't very good for my situation but the rest is I hope you like it. Only two more days, until your birthday Yesterday was mine You'll be turning five I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life So I pretend, I'm doing all I can And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart To understand Why I'm not around And forgive me for not being in your life I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Remember waiting there to find nothing at all I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Waiting there to find nothing at all maybe someday you really get to know me not just the letters read to you I pray I get the chance To make it up to you We got a lot of catching up to do So I pretend, I'm doing all I can And hope someday you'll find it in your heart To understand Why I'm not around And forgive me for not being in your life I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Remember waiting there to find nothing at all I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Waiting there to find nothing at all Forgive me! I'm so sorry! I will make it up to you....

Here's another song it's by Yellowcard. It's called Miles Apart. Hope you like it. If I could I would do all of this again Travel back in time with you to where this all began We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind And make believe there's something left to find We'll be miles apart I'll keep you deep inside You're always in my heart A new life to start I may be leaving but you're always in my heart Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard) Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away We'll be miles apart I'll keep you deep inside You're always in my heart A new life to start I may be leaving but you're always in my heart I'd give it up for just one more day with you Give it up for just one more day I'd give it up for just one more day with you I'd give it up for just one more day with you Give it up for just one more day I'd give it up for just one more day with you I'd give it up for just one more day with you Give it up, give it all away I'd give it up for just one more day with you We'll be miles apart I'll keep you deep inside You're always in my heart A new life to start I may be leaving but you're always in my heart I need you now, we're miles apart I'll keep you deep inside You're always in my heart I need you now, we're miles apart I may be leaving but you're always in my heart I'm going to post another Yellowcard song tomrrow.

I'm glad you guys like it. I'm the same way Gauchori, i'm still holding my arms out for my ex girlfriend and i think i always will.