"is this a healthy and balanced relationship?" probably not, it's one of those situations wherby if the point is not won it is not made - at all.
What I get frustrated about is how my verbal sentences can be so brutally cut down and edited to a suitable context for the 'discussion'! Sound s like a joke, but it is not. Last night I went out and met someone I knew from college, could simply become : "Last night I went out and met someone" , like selective hearing....
But that's amoot pint, given that the big issue has been trust and infidelity - she donl;t trust me cos before meeting I had been a 'boy' let's say (over 8 years ago), so I was adamant that it would be a realtionship which never sufffered the indignity of infidelity. And it has for the main part (I would disagree and say, it ain;t no biggie but i feel I have been brow beaten into aceepting this).
Sadly, it has (and to anyone who wionders about this, infidelity in this case does not mean sex, oral or otherwise) wherby a bit of a cyber thing was going down with a woman in a totally separate country whom I had met once, and not necessarliy romantically. Taking on board the feelings for my partner (who actively tries to hack into my PC! If I know this girl well enough she would say that by writing here, trying to figure stuff out is akin to infidelity cause I am not taslking withn her - which i do, do. lots.)
Anyhow, I thought it best to own the stuff, repent and take care of my stuff rather than try to control how she would feel (god I had hurt her enough). It don't go away - so if you are thinking about even the slighest distraction, don't .....they are ruinious.
I guess all the other stuff is irrelvant, now when i read my own post.
"Either come to an agreement about a real plan to change the problems, or get out."
I hear you!