holy cow.
you have my sympathies. u sound like you live in the middle of nowhere in a small town with a bunch of hicks. my nightmare.
i live in a fairly large suburbs next to the big cities and i am still bored. i have met a bunch of ppl who's lives consist of working, drinking, smoking, going to bars, and sex and drugs.
and mabe struggling to earn a living, pay bills, and movies, video games and dvds.
*sigh* i ask myself, isn't there more to life than that? apparently there are ppl like this everywhere (not limited to where u live). and these ppl are in their mid 20's-mid30's. i kind of think they will live like that the rest of their lives.
it's not my business.......but i would think there is more out there......don't they struggle to find more meaning in their lives?
which is to say, i wasn't able to get any answers from hanging out with them...i felt like a fish out of water.
what are the experiences you are missing out on that you are referring to in ur post?