the long goodbye

[blackend heart]

a long goodbye i have to say

to all those who loved me

it not my fault who i am

blame that on the bullies

 

i never wanted things to get this far

but with no help i only suffered

i should have spoken up

but i was scared

 

things straiten out a bit

and the bulling stops

but the memories are still there

haunting me in my sleep

 

i get a life a girlfriend

and things are going great

but when her past comes up

they suddenly change

 

i hate myself for everything

even if its not me

my heart is weak and hurt

now that you have gone

 

im all alone now sitting at my desk

writing a poem to hide

hide away from its true meaning

make people beleve its all ok

 

so this is it, im going now

a long goodbye to all my pals

im sorry to all those i hurt

but now you see how much im hurt.

[NKP]

Thats was amazing. I loved it

[chai28jm]

man the peoms so too deep .. i hope u not seriously thinking it.. if you time heal.. i should know.. i been through. never easy ... hurt more each time.. but it does heal..

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

So beautiful. I love poetry that comes from the heart you can truly tell who is making up poetry and who believes in what they are saying!

[yeawutever]

I love it too!!!