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If you read all of these Ill be impressed. lol I wrote these all within the last six months or so. During a time I had ups and downs. I cant remember the exact order I wrote them. Some are soully about myself, some relate to my breakup with my first and only ex-boyfriend, some relate to other guys, some are about my place in/view of the world, etc. Some were written when i was calm, hopeful, and enlightened, some were written when I was crying, confused, disappointed, etc. So some are in a more positive light some in a negative light. Enjoy! If you want too comment it would be appreciated. : )

 

*Eternal Marathon*

 

The gun sounds

I look around

I only start

When I see you

Take off beside me

I cant strive alone

Theres no race

To a finish

Just run WITH me..

 

Don't look behind

Are shadows are

Catching up to us

Lets leave them

In our dust

this day

We move forward

Steady is our pace

Just run WITH me..

 

Don't fall back

Ill slow down too

Lose my hope

I just couldnt do

Don't get infront of me

Ill never catch you

Even to block the wind

It intimidates me

Just run WITH me..

 

Air rushes past me

Like seconds ticking by

As Im spinning

Around the track

Please no more

Circles anymore

Lets veer off

make our own path

Journey together

Just run WITH me..

 

When the sun's fiery

Bears down

Pay no attention

To the sweat

Running down your lip

I only see and feel

Your smile

Your eyes

Focused ahead

Just run WITH me..

 

To the rhythm

Of our pounding feet

My heart races

Faster and faster

When I Cant

Catch my breathe

You fill my lungs

I can go forever now

Your strength is mine

Running THROUGH me..

 

 

*The Blue Lagoon*

 

Been living

for some time

Stranded on an island

Starving to death

Searching

 

Found a lovely fruit

Picked it for fulfillment

Artificial it was

It satisfied me

I was deceived

 

Its resource

Came to an end

Left with a sharp pain

Hunger again

 

Scared

For what I might

Reach for next

 

Will it nourish me

Or supply me

Empty value again

 

Scared

For what I might

Reach for next

 

But Im reaching..

So tie me to

This boat Ive made

Float me away

 

Give me no choice

To pick wrong or right

Let me be

Swallowed by the sea

 

Starving

Searching

Scared

 

My only hope

Rescuing me

 

 

 

 

 

*Excess Thoughts*

 

When your alone

Your thoughts are yours

No one can steal them

No one can swap them

No one can mistake them

Happy

They're all yours

You don't have to share them

But its greed you've invited for company

And it gives you a gift

The burden of excess

 

 

When your lonely

Your thoughts are yours

No one can swipe the tears

No one can replace the fears

No one can take them up in their arms

Sad

They're only yours

You don't have anyone to share them with

But its waste you've invited for company

And it gives you a gift

The burden of excess

 

 

 

*Who*

 

Who are you love?

 

Who walked in the store?

 

Who did I meet?

 

Who did I fall for?

 

Who gave me butterflies?

 

Who picked me up at the door?

 

Who made a costume?

 

Who wrote me a note?

 

Who taught me math?

 

Who gave me that wink?

 

Who opened up to me?

 

Who bought me flowers?

 

Who texted me goodnight?

 

Who shared with me music?

 

Who gave me my favorite necklace?

 

Who made me happy?

 

Who taught me so much?

 

Who made me laugh?

 

Who drove me around?

 

Who told me their dreams?

 

Who gave me my first kiss?

 

 

 

Who held me in their arms?

 

Who broke my heart?

 

Who made me grieve?

 

Who wont talk to me?

 

Who do I love still?

 

Who do I miss?

 

Who are you ex-love?

 

Do I know you?

 

 

 

*Unorganized Dotes of Love*

 

 

Brush back my hair

 

Whisper in my ear

 

Tell me a secret

 

Ill never tell dear

 

 

 

When we are apart

 

Blow me a kiss

 

When the distance stretches

 

are lips to miss

 

 

 

Reach for my hands

 

Lock with my eyes

 

Bare open your soul

 

Feed me no lies

 

 

Declare a surprise waiting

 

flash your clever smile

 

Don't give a clue

 

Leave me guessing awhile

 

 

Listening to my heart

 

beating on your chest

 

its sleeps softly against

 

your calm cushion rest

 

String together a line

 

Pick me a flower

 

Words have some meaning

 

But actions have power

 

 

Wear your own beliefs

 

pack an open mind

 

hold steady but know

 

change you can

 

 

 

 

*The Confusion*

 

Ill say anything now

just need you around

babble like a fool

chase you farther

but I dont know what to do

 

crazy over losing someone

cant see your face

the one I could always trace

always have a home in my heart

my heart is vacant

 

for everything you did and didnt do

you are forgiven

I miss you

If you were ever mistaken

im sorry

I believe in you

through what you shown upon me

 

If something out there stole you away

I hope you'll return someday

Its hurts now that your away

not an accusation but rather

not knowing whether you fed me lies

or hid the truth

ever loved me

like I had in me for you

 

I just want you

The you.. no one but me

knows of.. I knew..

 

 

 

 

 

*Rejecting You*

 

 

You offer up everything

 

Whats NOT on sale?

 

a salesman you try to convince

 

everythings right for me

 

You sell yourself short

 

There is nothing their I see

 

Nothing to buy for keeps

 

Ill earn enough for what

 

I really want one day

 

Im sorry to say

 

Im have nothing of me to spare you

 

As harsh as it seems

 

 

*Outcasts*

 

 

So I came to love insanity

 

As I found out only the sane are liars

 

Their faking everything, faking who we are

 

outcasts in the polluted streets

 

Willowing down in our own defeat

 

The world today we made is no longer a place I want to be

 

The lonely ones know but we have run into hiding

 

Im ashamed of ourselves when we cannot speak

 

No way to unite the last true minds, we weep

 

Give me the stars on a hill in silence

 

And come all you to reveal whats left, down deep

 

Past the hollow cavities, inside you and me

 

 

 

*Fighter*

 

 

Some fight with violence

 

An ugly appliance

 

Others fight with beauty

 

Against a beast in compliance

 

 

 

A fist of a fool

 

Knows not of

 

Our most powerful tool

 

Or are weakest weapon

 

Our Minds

 

 

Blood be shed

 

through the tearing

 

Of our skin

 

But closed minds too

 

Wheres our blood thin

 

 

 

*Picture This*

 

 

I never did see it

 

Till I turned it upside down

 

 

You think you know the right way

 

Its always suppose to go

 

 

But

 

oh no no

 

oh no no

 

 

Nothing was all you ever saw

 

When that's all you chose to know

 

 

Keep searching for your answer

 

This way isn't working

 

 

 

*Souls Divide Among The Land*

 

 

Im sitting on this side of the bars

 

For sometimes Im afraid

 

I see you on the otherside

 

And sometimes I put one leg over and teeter

 

 

I can only reach so far accross

 

To try and pull you back over

 

But maybe Im wrong

 

Being the one who's stuck here

 

Either way Im confused

 

 

They say to step over is the crime

 

But I see it over here all the time

 

Whats the difference

 

There is good and evil in both lands

 

 

And I see you roaming free

 

A soul rejected on the fringe

 

Without benefits of "normal" society

 

In a different kind of happily played misery

 

 

Where do I wanna be

 

They wont let me choose

 

So Im still dangling here on the edge

 

Between everything

 

 

I wish we were birds

 

but I wouldnt perch here

 

The land would be one

 

And we would all be beautiful creatures

 

 

 

 

 

*First Love*

 

 

My beautiful butterfly

 

Your wings glided so freely

 

A creature I longed to be

 

One day you came by me

 

 

 

A flutter of color

 

Against my pale sky

 

You just so happened

 

to catch my lonely eye

 

 

 

 

All say I only bloomed for you

 

If you'll let me dear

 

I was the brightest color

 

Cause you were my inspiration

 

 

 

When you landed so softly

 

On my delicate surface

 

I was afraid

 

But not for long

 

 

 

 

You sang me a song

 

in butterfly silence

 

I wanted to smile

 

But your song was sad

 

 

You stayed a while

 

And told me secrets

 

Of a journey

 

And I listened

 

 

You told me I was beautiful

 

But did I forget to tell you the same

 

you were rubbed the wrong way

 

but you are never to blame

 

 

You hadnt expected to stay

 

So one day you left

 

And that was when

 

I slowly wilted away

 

 

I lost my love

 

Before a cruel summer

 

Miss the soothing rain

 

Where we had blown about and played

 

 

 

 

I lost sight of you

 

Your glow, your presense

 

I lost sight of myself

 

I plucked my petals for existence

 

 

I just couldn't bear

 

the element of pain

 

But is my heart wise or mistaken

 

To find a love like you again

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