meant_to_love Posted September 2, 2006 Share Posted September 2, 2006 If you read all of these Ill be impressed. lol I wrote these all within the last six months or so. During a time I had ups and downs. I cant remember the exact order I wrote them. Some are soully about myself, some relate to my breakup with my first and only ex-boyfriend, some relate to other guys, some are about my place in/view of the world, etc. Some were written when i was calm, hopeful, and enlightened, some were written when I was crying, confused, disappointed, etc. So some are in a more positive light some in a negative light. Enjoy! If you want too comment it would be appreciated. : ) *Eternal Marathon* The gun sounds I look around I only start When I see you Take off beside me I cant strive alone Theres no race To a finish Just run WITH me.. Don't look behind Are shadows are Catching up to us Lets leave them In our dust this day We move forward Steady is our pace Just run WITH me.. Don't fall back Ill slow down too Lose my hope I just couldnt do Don't get infront of me Ill never catch you Even to block the wind It intimidates me Just run WITH me.. Air rushes past me Like seconds ticking by As Im spinning Around the track Please no more Circles anymore Lets veer off make our own path Journey together Just run WITH me.. When the sun's fiery Bears down Pay no attention To the sweat Running down your lip I only see and feel Your smile Your eyes Focused ahead Just run WITH me.. To the rhythm Of our pounding feet My heart races Faster and faster When I Cant Catch my breathe You fill my lungs I can go forever now Your strength is mine Running THROUGH me.. *The Blue Lagoon* Been living for some time Stranded on an island Starving to death Searching Found a lovely fruit Picked it for fulfillment Artificial it was It satisfied me I was deceived Its resource Came to an end Left with a sharp pain Hunger again Scared For what I might Reach for next Will it nourish me Or supply me Empty value again Scared For what I might Reach for next But Im reaching.. So tie me to This boat Ive made Float me away Give me no choice To pick wrong or right Let me be Swallowed by the sea Starving Searching Scared My only hope Rescuing me *Excess Thoughts* When your alone Your thoughts are yours No one can steal them No one can swap them No one can mistake them Happy They're all yours You don't have to share them But its greed you've invited for company And it gives you a gift The burden of excess When your lonely Your thoughts are yours No one can swipe the tears No one can replace the fears No one can take them up in their arms Sad They're only yours You don't have anyone to share them with But its waste you've invited for company And it gives you a gift The burden of excess *Who* Who are you love? Who walked in the store? Who did I meet? Who did I fall for? Who gave me butterflies? Who picked me up at the door? Who made a costume? Who wrote me a note? Who taught me math? Who gave me that wink? Who opened up to me? Who bought me flowers? Who texted me goodnight? Who shared with me music? Who gave me my favorite necklace? Who made me happy? Who taught me so much? Who made me laugh? Who drove me around? Who told me their dreams? Who gave me my first kiss? Who held me in their arms? Who broke my heart? Who made me grieve? Who wont talk to me? Who do I love still? Who do I miss? Who are you ex-love? Do I know you? *Unorganized Dotes of Love* Brush back my hair Whisper in my ear Tell me a secret Ill never tell dear When we are apart Blow me a kiss When the distance stretches are lips to miss Reach for my hands Lock with my eyes Bare open your soul Feed me no lies Declare a surprise waiting flash your clever smile Don't give a clue Leave me guessing awhile Listening to my heart beating on your chest its sleeps softly against your calm cushion rest String together a line Pick me a flower Words have some meaning But actions have power Wear your own beliefs pack an open mind hold steady but know change you can *The Confusion* Ill say anything now just need you around babble like a fool chase you farther but I dont know what to do crazy over losing someone cant see your face the one I could always trace always have a home in my heart my heart is vacant for everything you did and didnt do you are forgiven I miss you If you were ever mistaken im sorry I believe in you through what you shown upon me If something out there stole you away I hope you'll return someday Its hurts now that your away not an accusation but rather not knowing whether you fed me lies or hid the truth ever loved me like I had in me for you I just want you The you.. no one but me knows of.. I knew.. *Rejecting You* You offer up everything Whats NOT on sale? a salesman you try to convince everythings right for me You sell yourself short There is nothing their I see Nothing to buy for keeps Ill earn enough for what I really want one day Im sorry to say Im have nothing of me to spare you As harsh as it seems *Outcasts* So I came to love insanity As I found out only the sane are liars Their faking everything, faking who we are outcasts in the polluted streets Willowing down in our own defeat The world today we made is no longer a place I want to be The lonely ones know but we have run into hiding Im ashamed of ourselves when we cannot speak No way to unite the last true minds, we weep Give me the stars on a hill in silence And come all you to reveal whats left, down deep Past the hollow cavities, inside you and me *Fighter* Some fight with violence An ugly appliance Others fight with beauty Against a beast in compliance A fist of a fool Knows not of Our most powerful tool Or are weakest weapon Our Minds Blood be shed through the tearing Of our skin But closed minds too Wheres our blood thin *Picture This* I never did see it Till I turned it upside down You think you know the right way Its always suppose to go But oh no no oh no no Nothing was all you ever saw When that's all you chose to know Keep searching for your answer This way isn't working *Souls Divide Among The Land* Im sitting on this side of the bars For sometimes Im afraid I see you on the otherside And sometimes I put one leg over and teeter I can only reach so far accross To try and pull you back over But maybe Im wrong Being the one who's stuck here Either way Im confused They say to step over is the crime But I see it over here all the time Whats the difference There is good and evil in both lands And I see you roaming free A soul rejected on the fringe Without benefits of "normal" society In a different kind of happily played misery Where do I wanna be They wont let me choose So Im still dangling here on the edge Between everything I wish we were birds but I wouldnt perch here The land would be one And we would all be beautiful creatures *First Love* My beautiful butterfly Your wings glided so freely A creature I longed to be One day you came by me A flutter of color Against my pale sky You just so happened to catch my lonely eye All say I only bloomed for you If you'll let me dear I was the brightest color Cause you were my inspiration When you landed so softly On my delicate surface I was afraid But not for long You sang me a song in butterfly silence I wanted to smile But your song was sad You stayed a while And told me secrets Of a journey And I listened You told me I was beautiful But did I forget to tell you the same you were rubbed the wrong way but you are never to blame You hadnt expected to stay So one day you left And that was when I slowly wilted away I lost my love Before a cruel summer Miss the soothing rain Where we had blown about and played I lost sight of you Your glow, your presense I lost sight of myself I plucked my petals for existence I just couldn't bear the element of pain But is my heart wise or mistaken To find a love like you again Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted September 3, 2006 Share Posted September 3, 2006 i really love *Unorganized Dotes of Love*, *The Confusion*, *Souls Divide Among The Land*. but my favourite of yours is *First Love* Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted September 3, 2006 Share Posted September 3, 2006 and ya, i read them all...i think you are a pretty good writer Link to comment
yeawutever Posted September 5, 2006 Share Posted September 5, 2006 I'm impressed, thumbs up!!!!! Link to comment
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