Just tired! Help

[Ladytmt]

What do I do when things just never ever seem to get better? Suicide seems like the only way to get rid of this deep inner pain I feel. I'm rarely happy or when I am something happens to quickly change that. I've felt like a worthless piece of crap for the past 3 years since my ex cheated and left me. everyone that enters my life leaves it so that makes it even worse. I feel like I am being punished and I should not be living in the first place as I don't know what my purpose is. I am existing not living. I don't get to travel and go places, I don't have any friends, only my parents. I'm almost out of hope not sure what to do anymore.

[egirl6]

I have been through a similar experience as you, from what I can tell. My boyfriend cheated on me a little over two years ago and I spent the majority of the time since feeling depressed. I was put on anti-depressants and nothing seemed to work. People felt as if they could understand and relate to me when in reality they had no idea what I was going through. That's why I'm not going to pretend to know your exact situation, because every person, and their situation, is unique. What I have found out throughout this past year though, is that it can get better. I remember absolutely hating whenever anyone would try and tell me that. But there are people in this world who love you and care about you, that I can guarantee. So while it seems like you will never recover from this, suicide is not the answer. I started joining art classes and fitness classes so I could meet new people. These may not be your hobbies, but I strongly recommended getting out and trying to meet people who share interests with you and understand you.

 

Stay strong, no matter what you think now, you're special.

 

-E

[Ladytmt]

Thank u for posting, it helps.

[Lux Rains]

Sometimes people just need other people to talk to. You say you have no friends, there's no way that that is true. C'mon stop jerkin' my chain. If you need someone to talk to, I'll talk with you. Hit me back and hang in there.