justinfan12 Posted October 10, 2011 Share Posted October 10, 2011 He has not done anything to make me doubt him. He has not proven to be unfaithful with me. He has been kind and gentle with me. But for some reason I just look for ways to leave the relationship subconsciously and I don't know why. I've been thinking the entire weekend. I do care about him and I do like him, sometimes I think he likes me a lot more but thats okay too. When I am with him things feel great, and calm and just right. But afterwards I feel like getting out of the relationship. I don't know what my problem is exactly. We have been friends before we started going out even then I had this tendency to take time away. I realize back then how selfish that was of me, especially because I did not tell him, I gave him no answer, I just left and wouldn't speak to him for days. I have been mistreated in the past by a few guys whom one forced himself on me but I don't want to put that on him. We have been open and I can be honest with him. I don't want to come off as insecure but sometimes I feel like I don't deserve him just by how kind he is with me and patient, and what kind of person would look for ways to end the relationship? I do have strong feelings for him sometimes I am not even aware of it. It feels better to distance myself sometimes and to disappear on him just for a few days because I can't handle why I have these thoughts.. Any ideas? What is my problem.. How can I get ontop of this? Link to comment
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