mylovemyway Posted June 3, 2010 Share Posted June 3, 2010 Spoke to the ex today. We've been broken up for a month now, on NC or LC. I sent him a love letter last week, basically telling him how much I love him and the strong connection I feel towards him and how I wish to have him in my life again someday. He told me he was moved by the letter and we'll talk about things when we get a chance. We finally had a chance to talk a few minutes ago. He tried to cut the conversation really short. I'm trying not to overanalyze things, but basically all he had to say is that the relationship is not gonna work out because he does not trust me. He claims he does really like me but because it's not gonna work out we need to move on. He made it clear that he does not want to be with me. I am not worth another chance. I need to keep repeating this to myself: He does not want to be with me and he does not think I am worth another chance. That is all I need to know to move on. I've already professed my love for him in my letter, but he obviously does not care enough. I'm not important enough to him. He's made his decision; Let him go. I hate this feeling. I never want to love again. I guess I can choose not to love him anymore. I made a choice to love him and now I am going to choose not to love him anymore because he does not deserve it. He does not love me or think I am worth another chance, and I need to give up. Give up. Let go. Move on. Why is it so hard to accept? I am a pretty young woman and I will have no trouble finding a new boyfriend. I just worry I will never find someone I will have such strong feelings for again. I've never liked someone so much in my 26 years of life. I thought what I had with my ex was so special but I need to accept that he does not feel the same way. I need to believe that I will find love again. I will find someone who will want to be with me, and thinks I am worth a chance. My heart is completely crushed. I have to completely let go, and I have to believe that I will heal. I will make the decision to not love him anymore from this moment on, because he does not love me back therefore he does not deserve my love. I do not love you anymore. You won't be hearing from me again. Goodbye. Link to comment
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