SapphireNoir10 Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 My hobbies are reading and writing. Whenever I get upset or depressed i escape into a book or write all my feelings down or just write until I feel better. You could watch a movie, movies are a hobby!! Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 i got into a verbal fight with my mom earlier.. she hates me now...im sad and alone Ugh, I know how that feels. Everytime I fight with my mom (like once a week), I hate myself after & feel like such a failure. I think it's natural for all of us to feel that way. I know you love & respect your mom as much as I do mine, & she would never hate you. What did you argue about, if you don't mind me asking? Link to comment
nobody88 Posted March 5, 2009 Author Share Posted March 5, 2009 shes hates me she really does all she cares about is my sister Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 The other day I got into an argument with my mom, & she said "I'm a failure just like my dad", which really hit home...but I know she didn't mean it. The more intense the arguments are, the more they love you. Link to comment
SapphireNoir10 Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 I've felt like that sometimes. But the truth is she loves you both the same, she may not seem like it sometimes but I argue all the time with my mum, but I know she never recover if I died, and neither would your mum, Have you told her how you feel? Link to comment
TechResQ Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 You know what? People that love animals are good people. It's a fact. Sounds like you and your cat are buddies. I'll bet it makes you feel better just petting him/her. Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 shes hates me she really does all she cares about is my sister What's your sister like? Link to comment
nobody88 Posted March 5, 2009 Author Share Posted March 5, 2009 it was just sumthin stupid but turned into this huge thing and i was freakin out i was really mean....she thinks im on drug but im not using anything... she kept sayin she doesnt want me to stay here anymore so im not gunna have anywhere to go anyway but if im dead i wont have to worry about that Link to comment
SapphireNoir10 Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 Oh hun, my mum has threatened to chuck me out so many times, I moved out once and it was the worst thing ever I missed my family loads. She doesnt mean it, if you sat down with her and explained that your sad, and that you dont feel yourself she might understand better. And theres always places to go. Link to comment
nobody88 Posted March 5, 2009 Author Share Posted March 5, 2009 i already said my goddbyes to him i told him im sorry..i cant stop crying Link to comment
TechResQ Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 it was just sumthin stupid but turned into this huge thing and i was freakin out i was really mean....she thinks im on drug but im not using anything... she kept sayin she doesnt want me to stay here anymore so im not gunna have anywhere to go anyway but if im dead i wont have to worry about that if you are dead, your mom will be devastated and carry guilt for the rest of her life. Can you wait til she gets home tonight and sit down and talk to her about how you are feeling suicidal? Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 it was just sumthin stupid but turned into this huge thing and i was freakin out i was really mean....she thinks im on drug but im not using anything... she kept sayin she doesnt want me to stay here anymore so im not gunna have anywhere to go anyway but if im dead i wont have to worry about that Why don't you take her down to the nearest clinic with you & get drug-tested? Prove to her that you're clean. I'm sure she's just worried about you because she sees a sudden change in you. You're probably showing signs of depression & expressing anger, so it's worrying her. She doesn't know what's going on in your head, so she's assuming it's an external influence, like drugs. Link to comment
SapphireNoir10 Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 I agree. Talk to your mum. Give her a chance to help. Imagine if you died and she never knew what she could have done. She could go to the doctors with you or you could go to counselling together. Dont leave your kitty or your family they all LOVE you. Link to comment
nobody88 Posted March 5, 2009 Author Share Posted March 5, 2009 shes the youngest so that pretty much explains it... and im the middle Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 i already said my goddbyes to him i told him im sorry..i cant stop crying Crying is good. It's ok to cry. Don't say goodbye. I'm sure your mom, your sister, & your cat all love you & would be devastated if anything happened to you. Link to comment
SapphireNoir10 Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 My little sister is spoilt rotten!! And my parents adore her! When she was born I was pretty much put on the sidelines. doesnt mean they love me any less. And chances are is just because shes younger. your mom loves you JUST the same, I bet you. Talk to her, tell her its not drugs and you feel seriously upset and depressed. She'd understand. Link to comment
nobody88 Posted March 5, 2009 Author Share Posted March 5, 2009 i cant wait that long...she wont talk to me... im in so much pain rite now Link to comment
TechResQ Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 i already said my goddbyes to him i told him im sorry..i cant stop crying crying is ok. at least you are releasing your emotions. it's good not to keep them in. If you are this far down, the only way to go is up. I know it's hard to see that now, but can you put a little trust in us? You don't know us, but we really do care about what happens to you. Honest. Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 shes the youngest so that pretty much explains it... and im the middle God, I know how that feels. I have a younger sister, & she's the President of her class & she's applying to all these major universities. I'm really proud of her, & sometimes I wish I could've done the same. But I know my mom loves us the same. I'm sure you have qualities your sister doesn't have. I'm sure if you were willing to work with your mom, she would also be willing to work it out with you. Nothing is ever permanently shattered. The pieces can always be put back together. Link to comment
PsychGirly Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 I'm gonna leave work now, but I'll be home in 10 minutes & come back on here. Don't leave...I have a story to share with you about my life. Link to comment
SapphireNoir10 Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 Call her if you have too, or talk to someone else in your family! Talk to us were here for you. i know how you feel I promise you. Link to comment
TechResQ Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 Everyone here is really glad you decided to turn to eNotAlone to talk. We care. All of us do. And you said you didn't have any friends... You have a bunch now. Link to comment
nobody88 Posted March 5, 2009 Author Share Posted March 5, 2009 ok i will wait....i cant really talk to my sister about this stuff Link to comment
Ruede Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 I agree with PsychGirly... everyone has qualities someone else doesn't have! Sometimes we have to get by one step at a time... but it's worth taking that step. Don't give up. If you can't reach out to counsellors you can definitely reach out to people here, and to other people feeling the way you feel. Your life is worth it! Link to comment
TechResQ Posted March 5, 2009 Share Posted March 5, 2009 ok i will wait....i cant really talk to my sister about this stuff are you afraid of what your sister would say, or does she just not talk to you? Link to comment
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