ClockworkWolf

I feel I've been given a gift in how perfect the advice I've received is.

What you said and what you showed me makes sense, and as far as details, I have some ideas on how or what to describe. The addiction idea makes the most sense. I do admit that most the times i've fallen, it wasn't as complete a feeling as others, but on quite a few occasions, I can't compare the happiness I felt to anything else. I've hungered for that feeling and "need" it as I seem to think sometimes. But the text you found online doesn't exactly fit my feeling of love, because the trust is there and I never expect anyone to be anything but themself. I don't have a fear of losing the person I fall for, even tho it saddens me when they do... Maybe its that I'm pretty much comfortable with anybody, cause that's the case...

I have a strange question... I am capable of loving without much effort, without much reason, and without a fear. I fall fast and hard, and I fall a LOT. I know it's love, and please don't argue over it. I just wanted to know If anyone else had this problem, or even better If you were able to fix it in some way? I am constantly hurt by this gift/curse of mine...

Sounds to me, and this may sound bad, he's not trying to get serious with you, it sounds like he needed and thought you needed some sexual release...

The ideal woman in my eyes changes all the time... Without the person's personality behind it I try to go for woman that have a pretty face first... But otherwise I limit the figure to under 200 lbs... This can all change when I'm exposed to a really sweet woman who has a kind soul...

To me, all my friendships I had in middle school and high school had a strange importance that made me cling on with all my might. Alot of them were torn apart by people who didn't like me. I took every end to heart and was devastated. Then I learned that I could become friends with NEW people, by of course, letting go of my old destroyed friendships. If I were to say anyhting to you, It'd be that you should tell your friend how you feel. If she doesn't care or doesn't show any signs of making an effort, then just move on... It's hard, but it'll work out in the end...