Well if anyone has read my posts then you know my story. My Ex broke up with me, I kissed one of his friends after we broke up in a vulerable moment and he found out and now we are not even friends anymore.
He was very emotionally abusive towards me so him finding out i think was a blessing, because otherwise i would have kept going back to be tortured by him. But today i wake up and feel sad that I don't talk to him anymore?? What is that all about??
How can i miss someone who treated me so bad and I gave 100% to him and he cheated on me and abused me???
I hate this feeling, will it ever go away??? I hate these times when i think of all the nasty things he said and i start to believe them??