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  1. still hurting
    Beautiful poem...a perfect articulation of how my heart feels.
  2. still hurting
    Thanx...it means alot because I am having a hard time finding people out here that are "on my side." It certainly has been a rough ride but I do know that God is with me.
  3. still hurting
    Today I'm feeling hurt and lost My life has been torn apart I feel alone and confused When will the healing start? I just want to be happy I want this nightmare to end I want these wounds to heal And my broken heart to mend Lord, you promised to never Give me more than I can bear So you're going to have to help me through this I need to know that you are there You're the only one who can see inside My broken heart and my troubled mind You see the hurt that runs so deep You see the tears that I silently weep It hurts to look back And I'm scared to look ahead So, just help me through today, Lord And be the lifter of my head
  4. still hurting
    My life has been turned upside down But you don't seem to care My smile has turned into a frown And my hope into dispair You tell lies to protect yourself So I hang my head in shame Just a trophy upon your shelf I am left with all the blame They all show you their support and love Because of you it's me they hate Like David, I wish I had wings like a dove So I could fly away from this aweful place Your life goes on You haven't lost a thing My soul is now gone My spirit no longer has a song to sing
  5. still hurting
    I'm glad you liked it. Thank you.
  6. still hurting
    How much longer can I mask this pain? I am tired of faking this smile. How much longer will it rain? This storm has been lingering for quite a while. How much more can I take? I am so sick of holding back tears. How much more before I break? I can't do this for another six years. How much longer can I play this game, Hiding my anxiety and fears? How much longer will I have to live in shame, Drenching my pillow each night with tears? How much more do you want from me? I have nothing left to give. How much more before you'll let me be? You've already robbed me of my will to live.
  7. still hurting
    As I go through this difficult time in my life I keep on coming back to read this poem. It is like you ripped my chest open to expose what was in my heart and you put it all on paper...thank you, I am still finding it difficult to articulate what is in my heart and you portrayed it so well
  8. still hurting
    wow...very touching
  9. still hurting
    Thank you. This was my first poem and I was starting to get nervous because no one was commenting! I took a literature class in school a few years ago, but was never very good at the poetry part of it. I recently got a journal to start writing down my feelings about my abuse and it just flowed onto the paper so easily. It feels good to finally find away to articulate everything going on in my head. I have written a few more, but they are pretty graphic so I'll just keep those to the journal. Thanks again guys/gals!
  10. still hurting
    There is so much pain And so many tears As I recall the horrible memories Of my teenage years I was only 15 You stole all that I had My innocence, my virginity Do you even feel bad? I thought it was my fault You called it an affair You knew you were hurting me Do you even care? All the memories They hurt so much The nights I had to endure Your perverted and unnatural touch I put on a smile To mask all the pain Through all of my suffering What did you gain? I feel all alone In this world of sin But I'll never tell So I guess you win
  11. still hurting
    thankyou fallout...i found this link helpful and will hopefully start seeing a counselor in my area.
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