Mkay, tryin to make this short. Been best-friends with Mark for a year. Liked him for about 11 months =D. Prolly fell for him around the 3rd month I knew him. Either way, we've always flirted. But I repressed my feelings for him because a) we're in highschool and b) being a strong christian, he has this "white and christian girls only policy" so i knew it would never work.
One lovely night, we were talking and he asked me if i liked him and i told him the truth...i had nothing to lose. Truth being: "I don't know. I probably do but I don't want to think about it cuz i know it would never work out." I also tagged on a convenient: "if you have any feelings for me, keep 'em to yourself cuz i don't wanna get hurt knowing it would never work out."
Despite me telling him that. He told me he liked me very much...[insert a mini-relationship here] then all of a sudden. he says he likes me...loves me...fell in love with me..."oh, i don't think what we have is love."..."i can't date you because of your religion" anddd just to make things better....he tagged on a lovely "I've been getting the feeling God doesn't want us together."
He claims [and i believe this] that he completely lost feelings for me cuz of the stress i came with.
my question to you saviors...what do you think about this situation...is he worth it or not? Does he like me or not? Is it possible to lose feelings for someone in a day if u've liked them for a whole year?...and most importantly.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?! ahem. =D
