Remorse for getting married so young, allowing myself to get talked into it and to someone who after 20 years STILL DOES NOT GET ME](*,)](*,) [/u]and oh what I've done in my marriage,(although I do not believe in deceiving people, I told him we really never had a marriage, at least to me) little patience with my kids, them seeing me and husband fight..oh man just so much...I know I need help. I am always so indecisive about my marriage; stay or go..of course I tell him when our youngest gaduates we will get a divorce. I just know we are not living up to our full potential. I know alot of people are probably going through this..I could have it worse I guess. I just needed to vent. DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE lol!!!
Thank God I love my job(I am an Licensed practical nurse) I say it fulfills me emotionally, because I don't get it at home...same old story huh?
Thanks for listening....I know I've been through alot and to an extent I'm screwd up but I know I can get better....I can lead the life I want to lead someday!
minni
Minni