I really don't know where to begin. It has been a few days since I broke up with my girlfriend. This is the second time. The first time she broke up with me. We have been together for a year and felt some horrible tension between us. As soon as I was aware that things were not right she dumped me. Six weeks went by and we eventually started talking and we decided to give it another shot. Well it's now 5 months later and I just dumped her 4 days ago and I haven't heard from her. I took her to Mexico for 10 days about a month ago and we had the most wondeful time together. About a week after we got back, she flicked the switch and completely withdrew from me. Not calling me for days at a time, behaving very poorly towards me. Basicaly sex came to a screaching halt. And last wekend was the end all, the last nail in the coffin. She canceled plans with me sat night and she said had to work, and she was going to go into work at 6 at night on a SAT. Well I hurried over to her house to get my key to my house since it was in my bag and she was driving out, she stopped and I saw a weekend bag on her passenger seat, I said something and she took off. She called about ten minutes later and we talked for about a half hour, she said she wanted no commitment and I pressure her. This is not true, I gave her space I didn't call, I let her hang out with friends. No big deal, she even said she loved me. Well I didn't hear from her for the rest of the weekend. So on monday I decided to just end my insanity, but now I feel like I've made the wrong choice. She hasn't called, and I left her a message last night to return my call so we could chat.
Nothing.
I'm just miserable.
What do I do?