hi, im new to the forum. to get to the point im truly in love with this girl kelly. some people might ask, how can you know what love is, but i know i love her, its not some crush. no matter what it is im doing, anything at all, i completely blank out and think of her, her smile, her eyes, anything, shes so perfect for me. unfortunately it seems that she like this other guy, now i know she doesnt love him like i love her, basically because she told me so, but i simply do not have any idea what to do, soem times it seems like she;s interested and then it seems like she wants this other guy. yesterday i thought i saw them holding hands, i have to tell you, when i got home i was messed up, i couldnt think straight, i felt like i got kicked in the face....i have never felt this strongly for anyone in my life, i need her more than i need food to survive, please give me some advice, i have no one else to turn to.
thank you