OH I dont know. I can blame him, her, me, alcohol, sex, whatever...it doesn't change the fact that I obviously did something wrong. I guess I will have to be miserable until she forgives me, which I don't think is going to happen.
I know what I did was wrong in her eyes. I now know that it is wrong to sleep with your best friend's relatives. I personally wouldn't have a problem with it. As a matter of fact, I had a really close friend that did sleep with my brother and I didn't have a problem with it.
Anyway, thanks for listening. I can't undo what was done. I can't appologize any more. I have asked for forgiveness and I hope she will someday forgive me...