prada Posted February 15, 2018 Share Posted February 15, 2018 Recently fell for my best friend, he knew it.. we had long (hrs) of conversation, casual meet ups, long tight hugs.. So basically i got fooled with all this thinking the feeling was mutual. Many times he said he liked me but now i realise it was a friendly "like". He started pulling away from me when he met this girl, stopped calling, hardly texting, and started lying to me about this new friend that he had.. Like why was he hiding it.. Anyways i couldnt take the distant treatment and i pulled out, i just blocked him(without saying i was or any argument) from everything, whatsapp, fb, insta everything. Now i have been using my friends fb to stalk him.. they have been travelling alot and all over the place posting romantic pictures.. kissing holding hands etc. They are basically in love. I cry constantly.. i cant believe he just stop caring about me, i just cant believe he left me in the dark after meeting this person.. after we called ourselves "best friends forever" I realize then and there after things started to get distant and he was pulling away, i realized i love him. I am hurt every single day, depressed crying.. in bed all day just depressed. I just had another melt down... I know we were not "in a relationship" but i just cant help feel this way. Mind you, he did mention a couple times at the beginning, that he didnt have feelings for this girl etc etc... like it was all a lie.. maybe to keep me around?? Now all i see is kissing pictures. I am trying my best not to stalk them but i just want to see whats going on... I have become a freak, having fake convos in my head of what i will say to him if i ever see him again.. I am even thinking to unblock him for him to just see my dis pic to remember me.. and the only reason we became friends in the first place is because he had a crush on me. I just cant take this pain anymore. i dont know what to do.. someone plz help me and talk some sense into me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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