Brutal555 Posted January 23, 2018 Share Posted January 23, 2018 How to actually start changing my life? When I find flaws in almost everything: in the way i think, the way I behive, the way I live, where to actually start? Now, I'm a 20 years old guy, I don't smoke, don't use drug or anything like that, all I pretty much do is sit at this bloody computer and waste my time. I had my first job about 4 months ago as a waiter, and I can tell you am one clumsy pu*sy who gets one hell of an anxiety everytime I see my boss. And everywhere I'm seen as a serious guy who doesn't get any jokes and keeps everything for himself. The thing is, I feel like I'm missing out so much, like I've never done anything to build my lifetime experience about everyday things, now I know that I should JUST START DOING THEM but that's easier said than done. Now the thing I really am asking you guys to try and help me with is this: how do I, in the best and in the way that makes most sense, start breaking this never-ending loop of being a worthless man full with hopes and wishes for better days? How do I gain back the confidence I used to have last year for a very short time. I couldn't even recognize myself back in those days. I initiated conversations, didn't feel fear, didn't feel anxiety, I actually wanted to interact with everyone and everything. Hope someone's got a piece of advice for me. Link to comment
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