Whocares479 Posted December 9, 2017 Share Posted December 9, 2017 Don't get me wrong, this guy was not making me feel good at all. He would constantly disappear for days on ends, claiming he's busy. I start to try to accommodate his "busy" lifestyle by letting him not talk to me for 2 days then call or text me at night. FYI, we met when he was in my city but he eventually went back home which is 12 hours away. I told him I was coming to his city for vacation with my friend, and he acted like he was happy to see me. Still he disappeared then reappeared. I finally got to his city yesterday and heard nothing from him. I expected him to contact me because 1) The last message was sent from me asking him how his phone call with his dysfunctional parent go TWO days ago with no response 2) He know I was coming to his city. I could of sent another text saying I was in town but could of would of should of. I don't want to blame myself for this even though I technically am. Anyways, I sent a text saying how I was disapointed because he knows I'm in town and made no effort to see me and tbh if he forgot I dont want him either because who forgets that someone they really like is coming after they haven't seen her in months, how his effort with me is terrible, and he has gotten too many chances so I'm done. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Waiting for his text/calls gave me anxiety and they came like clockward around 11pm at night. I was chasing the idea of what he could be and not who he really was. Problem is, last time we spoke on the phone he told me he drinks heavily to supress his depression. He was very nonchalant about it and I tried to tell him to go get help. This seems extremely irrelevant but the "I wanna help him" in me is the ONLY thing making me regret what I said. I know it's terrible but I just feel bad. Felt so good for finally standing up for myself but now I feel like maybe I was too harsh? He ignored my I'm done message as well. Im assuming and after 7 hours of no reply I just blocked him because my anxiety is terrible. Thank you for reading this long pist, any input would be amazing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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