bbogdanov Posted June 4, 2017 Share Posted June 4, 2017 Me and my ex broke up 6 months ago. While I still have some feelings for her and would love to get back with her, I feel like there are two persons in me fighting with each other. Don't get me wrong, but I am confused. - Part of me desperately wants her, I miss the old times and totally ignore everything that I didn't like about her; I totally ignore the fact that she left me as she fell out of love with me - The other part imagines her somehow magically returning and this makes me wonder about that hypothetical situation: she wants to get back with me, but what do I do then? I feel anger towards her as she left me and made me suffer so hard; I feel betrayed and all the trust between us is gone, I can't be sure that she will not do the same in the future (if it happens it will be 10 times harder for me then) In brief - however much I love her and want to get back with her, I hate her for leaving and betraying me and don't know if I will be ever able to "swallow" that... So how do I cope with that constant battle in my mind? It tires me a lot and I feel so exhausted. This love/hate feeelings don't do any good to me Link to comment
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